bts imagines

lack of affection- final

Yoongi's POV

" y/n you will be fine I promise " I said as they took her inside the emergency room. The boys were all here with me ,comforting me while Becka glared at me . She thinks that its my mistake that y/n is in such condition..... And she's right because I know this is all my fault.
I sat on the chair my elbows rested on my legs as my face was in my palms,I couldn't hide my sobs.

Few hours later.
" her condition is stable now, but I think its some kind of depression she's going through , take care of her" he said patting my back. I hesitantly walked in her room, she laid there not sparing a glance at me , " y/n" I said in a low voice , she didn't looked at me . Becka lightly pushed me out of her way sitting beside y/n as she hold her hand, I saw y/n smiling a little.
They talked for a few minutes when Becka gestured me to talk to her, all this while I sat there far away from her bed, by just looking at her I was feeling guilty and wanted to slap myself .
I slowly walked towards her as her smile changed into a frown. " Becka tell him to leave" she said not even looking at me . " baby please just listen......" I pleaded. " listen? To what huh , look what you have made me into , I feel Like a monster for doing this to myself , you snatched away my lively personality and made me look like a dead corpse , " I tried to touch her arm , trying to calm her because it might be harmful for her state .
" please calm down y/n " I said as I lightly placed my hand on her but she harshly pushed it away " STAY AWAY FROM ME MIN YOONGI" I quickly stepped back. " u deserve this ,...... this is how exactly you...... treated me , u know whenever you denied my touch how miserable I....... felt, people always appreciate others and what about us ,people .......always take out flaws in me" I could see how it was difficult for her to breath , " look at them , look how jin has protectively kept his arm around Becka .....but... you never gave a damn about me or my feelings " I just kept her listening it felt as if this volcano had the lava building in from ages and now was the time it erupted . But this was just affecting her condition, just then the doctors came in trying to calm her down. She was a crying mess not being able to catch enough oxygen, the doctors recommend us to stay outside.

Few days later:
Y/n was back in the dorms ,but she didn't stayed with me , since that day she just pretended that I didn't exist for her , not letting me touch her or even letting me say something. She lived in her separate room , coming out for food or water, she didn't even talked to the members but still they had a little conversation everyday.
I regretted , its been a lot of days since I've heard her voice or felt her touch , I wanted to hug her and kiss her but I couldn't and its all my fault. Finally I got the space I always wanted....but this doesn't make me feel good , I wish I could turn back time and gave her all of my love and attention.

One week later.
Everyone went outside for a while , I was alone in my room which was right next to y/n , she didn't went with them just like how she's not leaving this dorm since she came back from the hospital.
I was feeling a bit hungry, so decided to prepare a meal. I still lack some basic cooking skills but I do know how to cook. I took the pan and lit the stove , while cooking I saw y/n coming out of her room. She looked at me as she rolled her eyes, she sat there on the couch watching some kdramas . I kept on staring at her as its been so long because she hardly comes out of that room.
I didn't even realized when my palm came in contact with the burning pan , I let out a loud groan looking at my hand which was now red and the stinging pain made it worse. The next moment y/n was beside me as she quickly took me hand and kept it under cold water . She touched me and it felt so good . " y/n" I said but she didn't looked in my eyes she kept on treating my hand .
Holding my hand gently we sat on the couch as she put some creams which reduces the pain of burns , I kept on letting out small groans as it was damn painful. I felt something wet on my palms as I saw her tears running down her cheeks, she soon realized it and wiped her face. After treating my hand she stood up ready to leave when I held her hand and pulled her back . " please ...listen to me for once"
She didn't replied but didn't left either so I found this as an opportunity to apologize.
" y/n I am sorry , I know its a small word and the sufferings you had were worse , but please forgive me I regret behaving like that towards you , just gave me a final chance ...I ..(sniffle)...promise... I'll change" I said as I sobbed . She cupped my face and looked in my eyes. " I love you. " she said. A wave of happiness took over me as I quickly embraced her in my arms " thank you thank you thank you so much baby " I said wiping away my tears . she just smiled , that bright  and lively smile was back .
We cuddled for a while and slept on the couch.

3rd person POV
The rest of the members came back , but found two lovebirds snuggling into each other on the couch in their own dreamworlds. They took some pictures of the sleeping couple then decided to let them sleep .

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" MIN FUCKING YOONGI GET YOUR ASS UP , WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY KITCHEN " Jin shouted as yoongi created a big mess....