Hoseokie: are you coming to jennie's party tonight?
Hoseokie: UWU ME TOO
Hoseokie: if you i repeat IF you wanna meet me I'll be somewhere far away from y*ongi
Hoseokie: it's the first time after three weeks that we'll be in the same room
Hoseokie: when I say room I mean house
Hoseokie: wait i mean close
Hoseokie: now I think about it we are together in a class 🤔
Hoseokie: but I'm not sitting next to him anymore
Hoseokie: and he is sitting with Chanyeol😒😒😒😒😒😒
Hoseokie: and anyways this time my friends will be there
Hoseokie: and he is one of my friends
Hoseokie: I think
Hoseokie: so we will be close cos I'll be with my friends and he will be there too
Hoseokie: wait what was I saying
Y: 🗿I honestly don't know
Hoseokie: I really miss sharing a room with him:(
Hoseokie: i miss petting and kissing holly
Hoseokie: but sometimes I go to the room when he is not there
Y: 🗿that's creepy
Hoseokie: hm yea
Hoseokie: but I just play with holly for some time until he comes back
Hoseokie: then I leave before he sees me
Y: it's not like he is gonna be angry at you or anything
Hoseokie: I know:(
Hoseokie: I miss him too ig
Y: .. mhm
Hoseokie: I miss cuddling with him and actually sleeping
Y: where do you sleep now?
Hoseokie: oh um here and there
Y: do you sleep at all?
Hoseokie: but it's not that bad I guess
Hoseokie: I'm used to it
Y: he won't mind having you back
Y: even as a friend
Y: he just
Y: he wants you to sleep
Y: and be healthy
Hoseokie: he told you that?
Hoseokie: how close are you two?
Y: ... really close
Hoseokie: how have I never seen you?
Hoseokie: he hasn't mentioned you either
Hoseokie: ugh it's fine ig
Hoseokie: I just want to actually see you and talk to you
Hoseokie: you're the only one that knows me that much
Hoseokie: yeah I feel people would judge me
Y: your friends wouldn't judge you
Hoseokie: I dont know that..
Y: I'm sure they all love you
Y: and they would support you no matter what
Hoseokie: maybe one day when the time is right I'll open up to them
Y: they would be happy trust me
Hoseokie: did you know one of my friend's can't talk?
Hoseokie: she had a traumatic experience in the past and she never spoke again
Hoseokie: do you think that's weird?
Y: not at all
Hoseokie: me too
Hoseokie: she is really cute
Y: yeah she is
Hoseokie: I have one other friend , the one I told you before, who can't walk
Y: yes I know
Hoseokie: he can move and do almost anything but walk
Hoseokie: If I remember correctly his muscles are weak I dont remember the name of the disorder
Y: muscular dystrophy
Hoseokie: wow you're so smart
Hoseokie: and anyway I always admired him
Hoseokie: he really doesn't care about anything or anyone
Hoseokie: I wanna be like him
Y: he is amazing really
Hoseokie: do you think he is weird?
Y: no of course not
Hoseokie: me too I love him🥰
Hoseokie: I think he is perfectly fine the way he is the fact he can't walk doesn't say much
Y: I wish more people could see it like you do
Hoseokie: me too
Y: seokie what's your point with all of this?
Hoseokie: oh um
Y: you can say anything
Y: you know i wont judge you
Hoseokie: I know you won't
Hoseokie: but idk:(
Y: if you ever feel ready to talk about anything..
Y: I'll be here
Hoseokie: i know
Hoseokie: thank you baby
Y: you're welcome seokie
Hoseokie: I love you
Y: i love you too💕