Title says it all.
Subliminals: DR Bundle.
Type of book: Just scripting my life in my DR.
Contains: Personal facts, Family facts, boyfriend facts, group facts, etc.
After my audition was over, they gave me a pass to go into the next room. I felt relieved. They were happy with my audition and I was almost crying out of happiness. I bowed and thanked them a couple times before I made my way to the room I was told to go into. It was a small waiting room and there were a couple people there. I was given a water bottle and a number as I then took a seat. A few hours had gone by considering it was already3pm. We were called into the rooms by number. I walk in confidently even though I was still nervous. There was YG Ent. CEO. I bowed while saying hi before I took a seat. "We want you to audition a second time. This time to determine if you can freestyle. We'll give you a song. Please fill this paper indicating styles of dances, age, name, height, weight, size, phone number, and email. For this opportunity you have to stay longer. Judges will be in another room and you will be called by numbers" He says and I nod. I took the pen in my hands and I started to fill everything. I gave it back and said goodbye while bowing my head before I turn around and walk out. We were seated in a chronological order of the numbers. By our sizes we were given other clothes to audition to match the dance they were going to give us if we weren't dressed accordingly to such dance.
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I changed my clothes and we were given a bag to put our previous clothes in it. They had tags with our names. Soon they called my number 18. This time I didn't have to introduce myself as I was alone with the judges. I walk to the center and smiled saying hi to all of them which they did the same. They were all smiling too so they were clearly in a good mood. As the music started playing I close my eyes once again. This wasn't a dance that I planned to do so I was slightly nervous yet I let the flow of the song take me.
As soon as I was done they stood up to clap and I couldn't hold in my tears as a few rolled down my cheeks. I was beyond happy and excited. Not many of the people passed the second part because only a few of us got to go to the other room. This time there wasn't any numbers. I was waiting for them to call my name. They called my name and I got up and walked into the room. There was the CEO once again. I took a seat as I was smiling while also sobbing. "You made it. I can tell you're very happy about it" He says with a small chuckle as I nod. "We will require more information. Tomorrow come with your parents so they can also sign the contract if you sign it. This contract indicates your training years and debut if you try hard enough for it. There's a two year contract, a six year contract and a ten year contract. You're allowed to extend, or leave before or after the contract ends." He explains as I nod softly. "I'll sign the six year contract yet give me a few moments to read it well. Thank you" I say with a smile as he hands me the contract I asked for. I read everything very well and I accepted it so I signed. "Great, we will see you tomorrow" He says which I nod and bowed before leaving. I texted my parents to come pick me up as I said bye to the others who made it before I left. Throughout the whole day I was ecstatic about becoming a trainee as I worked hard for this. I had gotten to the hotel room, took a shower and then relaxed as my parents were asking me how it went after. Truly an amazing day.
June 25, 2015 8:55am
My parents and I got to the YG Ent building. We walked in to the front desks as there were guards everywhere. "Hello, I'm Ahn Kyung Mi. I'm here so my parents sign the contract" I say to the lady as she nods giving us the pass. She had checked the list hence why we were let in. One of the guards took us to the office as we thanked him before we all took a seat. We waited about five minutes for the CEO to come. He sat down and gave my parents the contract signed by me. "Kyungmi passed the audition successfully, we would like her to become a trainee. She signed a six year contract, I told her she can extend it at any time and end it at any time. She has read the contract so all she needs is a signature. If you guys accept this, I will give you an address. Kyungmi will be leaving in those dorms, with a roommate. The day for her to be there is July 1st around noon so she can perform the activities for the day." He explains as I watch my parents sign happily. They were reading while he was talking yet they were both paying attention.
July 1, 2015 10:30am
I said goodbye to her parents as they wished me luck. They were going back to Busan and she was staying in Seoul now. I was sad about leaving my parents yet glad they were supporting me through everything. I have my bags with me and I'm in front of the place they told me as I walk in. I didn't know where I was supposed to go yet when I walked in, there were signs indicating where to go. I looked at the names outside of the rooms since obviously it was two people per room. As soon as i saw my name j smiled and looked at the name below mines. "Kim Su Ran" I repeat as I hum. I am beyond excited to have a roommate after all it was just a great opportunity to meet new people plus I'm hoping her and me can be friends. (Ironic)
After days/Before Debut
I trained extremely hard when it came to practice. I was put into the rapping section since it fit me more. I still take vocal lessons three times every week. I mainly focused in dancing. My style is more contemporary and hip hop yet I can learn dances fast. I'm a mix of Hoseok and Jimin style of dancing. During Trainee days I also take language classes to learn more and be able to communicate more. Trainee days were a little hard yet I never had to undergo a diet, everything was perfect. I go to high school. I am able to deal with both my student life and my trainee life. I share a room with my future group member and we get along well. I also get along with my other future group members, we actually train together st times.