Pain

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What is more painful?
Being in pain or causing someone else

It gets tougher everyday,
lying in the white sheets,
bounded by walls of tragedies,
in a small space of nothingness

Each and every thing has been pain-ted white
which is to say
they didn't know it's just pale and vain and plain
and drives you insane,
then is when the sheer colour becomes your plight

River that's fleeting all around you is drowning the hope in an ocean full of shrimps, you start to question if there is any beginning, with the grief that's been growing, voiding you from inside out
Only thing it leaves is a mould to your soul, though no one would go for the outsole

When the rage of suffocation ignites brighter than the need of being cure
"It's gon'be okay", They'd say
fingers crossed, indeed you shake your head
you want to flop the idea of seeing the faces by the bed, everytime same
and make them disappear from the background that's still pain-ted white
it's a curse being not able, to stand, to go outside

That's for you are suffering alone,
while out there are your friends and buddies flying freely, burning down the streets, cracking jokes
and here you are,
faking the smiles to your visitors as if that's what is gonna wake you up from the stone of cold
I can't wait to go home.

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