Intimate (42)

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(Dinah and Lauren pictured above)

Dinah POV
The house was quieter than what I thought it would be tonight. Jax and Jaid begged me to sleep by my parents house and Jai was knocked out sleeping in her crib. To say the least I'm pretty lonely and I hate how things ended earlier. I really want Y/N back home but I don't think I'm ready or she's ready for. I felt my phone buzz on the bed and sighed slowly picking it up to see a message from Y/N.

[Y/N]: hey I didn't go out tonight

[Y/N]: I thought about what you said and I'm sorry I was being a jerk earlier

I furrowed my eyebrows at the message. I'm surprised that she decided not to go out but I'm happy that she did message me.

[Dinah]: it's okay and I didn't mean what I said earlier

[Y/N]: I miss you

[Y/N]: I want to move back in baby

I sighed at Y/N's message. I didn't know what to say. I wanted to tell her that I missed her too but my pride won't let me. I don't think she really understands how much I miss her though. Before I could respond back, I heard my doorbell ring a few times but thankfully the noise didn't wake up Jai. I looked at the time on my phone reading 11 pm and I immediately rolled my eyes. I slowly got out of bed and ran downstairs to see who it was at the front door. When I looked through the peep hole, I let out a huge groan before swinging the door open.

"Hey DJ", Lauren said walking through my front door with a sad look on her face.

"Why didn't you use your key?", I said closing the door behind her.

"I lost it"

We both walked into the living room and I took a seat on the couch but Lauren just stood there pacing back and forth. She looked worried but she didn't say anything except whisper under her breath a few times.

"Lauren you okay?", I asked.

"I don't know how to say this", she sighed.

"You're scaring me. Cmon sit down", I said seriously.

Lauren paced back and forth a few more times before finally sitting down beside me. Now, her legs were shaking and she looked like she was lost for words.

"Ally broke up with me", she spoke up.

"What? Why?!", I said confused.

She didn't respond to me. She just sat there quiet as a mouse with a blank look on her face. She didn't seem upset about it but I was totally confused. Just the other day, her and Ally looked perfectly fine.

"LoLo what is it? Why did she break up with you?"

"I need a drink first"

Lauren got up and walked out of the living room and into the kitchen. I followed behind her and watched her make herself drink and grab a glass for me.

"You want me to make you one too?", she asked me.

"No thanks I'm breastfeeding"

She put the glass for me back and poured herself a drink before taking a seat on one of the barstools in our kitchen. I did the same as I watched her throw a few shots back before speaking up again. Lauren threw one more shot back before almost choking on it.

"You alright?", I said patting her back.

"I'm fine. I'm fine"

"So why did Ally break up with you?", I questioned.

"I really want to say but I can't"

"Okay Lauren you're not really speaking to me. What's going———-?", I asked annoyed. 

Before I could finish my sentence, Lauren planted a kiss on my lips and pulled me in closer to her. At first, I couldn't process what was really happening because it happened so fast but then she stuck her tongue in my mouth and I immediately pushed her away from me.

"What the hell are you doing?!", I yelled rubbing her kiss off of my lips.

"What do you mean? Cmon you saw that shit coming Dinah"

"I did not see that coming Lauren"

"Yeah whatever", she chuckled.

I looked at Lauren with this nonchalant look on her face. It's like she didn't think that what she just did was wrong.

"Lauren ew you're my best friend what the hell?", I said getting up off of the couch.

"DJ why are you acting like we've never made out before?", Lauren said staring at me. "Matter of a fact we've done more than that", she continued.

"Lauren that was a long time ago and I was angry, lonely and we were younger then"

"We were old enough Dinah"

"I was vulnerable Lauren. Cmon you remember Y/N and I broke up and you weren't dating Ally so that doesn't really count"

"It counts to me", she said walking towards me.

"Lauren, Y/N and I weren't even married yet. We were stupid teenagers fresh out of high school", I chuckled.

"Dinah if you didn't marry Y/N we would've been together and you know that", she said pulling me in.

"Lauren stop it"

"DJ I know you remember that night", she said holding me. "Remember you came to me crying about Y/N and we went out to eat and we went back to my place and——"

"I really think you should leave", I said pulling away from her.

"But Dinah——"

"Please just go Lauren"

Lauren looked at me with sadness in her eyes but she grabbed her things and left. I don't know what to do in this moment because it's so awkward. I paced around the room still confused by what just happened. I tried to think about moments where I might have led Lauren on but I couldn't think of one thing. My mind went back to the night that she talked about but that was such a long time ago that I'm surprised that she still dwelled on it. We promised each other that we would forget about it and that's what I thought she did but I guess that I was wrong. I really don't want our friendship to be ruined over this.


*A/N: this chapter is pretty short but it's worth it and the next chapter is going to be a flashback so get ready 😏*

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