A Girl Like Me (Editing)

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Ellisa:

Now sitting in the middle of bed I was now eating as Myles sat next to me doing the same.

"I really enjoyed my birthday babe." I smiled a little thinking back to the events the played in my head

"I'm glad you did shit had me stressed out." He chuckled a little bit before I feed him a piece of my waffle

"Really?" I asked smiling that he actually took the time to planned anything out for me. It was honestly the first time anyone has went above and beyond for me

"Yea man had to make sure you didn't find out about this house and keep shit from you is hard as fuck."

"Babe I would've been okay with not getting anything." I shrugged putting my now empty plate on the side

"Yea but if I could I would give you the world you know that." He said making me get emotional "Baby why you crying?"

"I don't know I'm just happy is all." I chuckled a bit wiping my eyes free of tears "So I have a question."

"Wussup?" He asked giving me all of his attention

Moving my hair to the side I felt my rate of my heart pickup "What was it that you needed to tell me? That is had to wait until my birthday was over?" I asked getting straight to the point I was already anxious and my stomach was in knots. I didn't want to automatically think bad but I couldn't help it.

Grabbing my hands he rubbed over them in a soothing matter calming my nerves a little.

"Remember the day I went to see Terry?" He asked I nodded letting him continue "It's a girl calming to have my child, threatening to go to the media and want to to court. I asked for a DNA but she giving me the run around." He shook his head in irritation

Licking my lips I tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear I felt my lip start to quiver. I wasn't upset with Myles but I was disappointed because if this was his child it would be his first child and it wouldn't be with me.

"Baby talk to me." He said softly waiting for me to talk

Looking down I sniffled a little "I'm not upset Myles." I shook my head biting down on my lip "I'm disappointed because this would be your first child and it won't be with me." I explained "I'm suppose to be pregnant with your first child not somebody else." I said as he pulled me into his chest letting me cry

"Baby you know I want you to mother all of my children. I'm sorry for putting your through this shit man." He stressed "I love you, I'm in love you with."

"I love you too." I sniffled into his chest

"Can you look at me?" I shook my head knowing that I'll only cry

"Ellisa." I heard him sigh and lift my head from his chest "Baby Ima try and fix this shit alright?"

"Okay." I mumbled as he pressed his lips against mine kissing me slow making me almost melt into the kiss

"Maw wanna see you though she back at the other house." He smiled wiping my face free of tears

"Can we go back please? I want to spend time with her and we have to pack." I said softly

"We could do that." He nodded agreeing to that

"I don't even have any comfortable clothes here." I sighed lightly not a wanting to put back on the dress I had on the night before

"I grabbed a couple things yesterday the bag right there."

Looking into the bag there was a pair of leggings and one of his T-shirt's for me.