You and Jamie have been best friends for years. He'd always be there for you, he knew a lot about you. He knew you self harmed and he tries everything to make you stop and put that blade down.
“Y/N, I know we've had this talk many times before but could please stop self harming? It's been bothering me and I don't want you in pain.” Jamie looks at you with tears almost welled up in his eyes. It was a touchy subject to him because he hated to see you down and depressed and doing that to yourself. “Jamie, I've tried already. I'm sorry, I can't stop.” you looked down in your lap.
“I'll hurt whoever made you do this.” He wiped a tear away from his face, “I'll kill the bastard who made you do this. I'll make them pay.” Jamie grabbed a hold of you and hugged you tightly, “Jamie I love you so much.” tears began to stream down your face. He was the only one you had that would understand and help you.
“Jamie, you shouldn't worry about killing the bastard. Don't worry about it, okay?”
“No! Y/N I love you with all my heart and soul. I'll give up my life for you, you're my purpose to wake up and I want you. I have to worry about you everyday because what if you don't make it? What if you mess up? I'd take the blame because I didn't stop you. I love you so much, you just don't understand.” Jamie grabbed your face and looked at you in deep agony. “I love you Jamie.” you kiss Jamie, he pulls back and looks at you and holds you tightly again. “Please..” you felt one of his tears drop on your back, “Okay. Only for you, and because I love you. Okay?”
“Okay.” he rests his head between your shoulder and neck. You both lay back on his bed and hold on to each other.
Life = Sucks
Ugh, I'm tired of school and its been four weeks so far
Can I cuddle with one of you guys please? I'm so tired and I don't wanna go back to school! :(
>.< Shoot me