I wake up Monday groaning. I did literally nothing on Sunday but watch Netflix. I finished Breaking Bad and started to re-watch How I Met Your Mother for the 100th time.
I start my daily routine by straightening my hair and getting dressed. I put on mascara and wing my eyeliner with a smoky eye. My skin is already good and clean so I don't need anything. I smile at my reflection then grab my phone and head downstairs.
"Goodmorning honey!" My mother smiles at me. I can't help but smile back at her.
I sit down at the counter and she sets my breakfast in front of me. "Thanks mom." I smile and chow down. I'm so hungry. I feel like I'm always eating.
I look at the clock and immediately jump up. "Thanks for the breakfast mom I love you!" I shout as I run outside with my backpack.
Once I arrive at the school I realize I made a big deal out of nothing. It's 7:08 and the school starts at 7:20. I walk inside and try to spot Quinn. I had texted her to go on without me because I had a rough weekend.
Me: "Hey boo where are you?"
After a minute she responds,
Quinn: "Hey we are in the main cafeteria! On the right side, guess who's sitting near us?! Come over you'll see!;)"
I make my way towards their relative location. I immediately see Quinn and Juan sucking face. I walk over to them and then slow down when I see mysterious blue eyes through the crowd of people. Surrounded by the rest of the boys including Jack.
Matt nods towards me and Jack turns around. He stares at me for a second and then turns back around.
The whole group of them starts laughing. Are they laughing at me? Did he tell everyone what happen?
"Actually, I have to get to class early... I uhm. Yeah." I turn on my heels and walk off.
This pissed me off to no end. I hated them all at first. I should of stuck with that fucking feeling. Now here I am looking like an idiot. I walk into the women's restroom and just look at myself in the mirror.
"Ugh!" I scream. What am I suppose to do?
Eventually the bell rings and I make my way to theatre. I'm the first one to enter the classroom.
"Welcome." My teacher smiles at me.
"Hello." I nod at her and take a seat. The class fills in and I make a girl sit next to me so Jack doesn't.
Once Jack enters he stares straight at the brunette next to me. He walks straight up to her and speaks, "Move, this is my spot." Jack just looks like a scary person so the girl does as she is told. He takes his seat next to me. I sigh out loud so he knows how pissed I am.
"We will be doing improv today. It will be going by last name." She names some people before getting to me, "Gilinsky and Hardy...." and she moves on. Of course. We just happen to be partners.
The first group walks to the stage and acts like the world is ending. The next is a break up. After a couple more it's Jack and I's turn.
We walk up to the stage and stare at each other. I don't know what to do.
"You have 8 months to live." Jack blurts out.
I bring out the tears, "but, no. That's not possibly! They said they fixed the cancer! No! No!" I scream and fall to my knees.
"It's going to be okay... Don't worry." He kneels by me and rubs my back. I can feel his warmth next to me.
"But there's this person I need to spend these last 8 months with." I say not thinking.
"Spend all of your time with them, let them know how you feel." Jack says whispering. It gets awkward between us so we end it.
We both stand up and bow.
"Great job y'all!" My teacher yells. She goes on and on about how amazing we had done. I just smiled and nodded like I was listening. I kept catching Jack staring at me. We eventually get to sit down and he gets really close. "You did amazing." He rubs my back and puts his arm on the back of my chair. He leans back and watches the rest of the performances. I sometimes watch his reactions to the people and it's so adorable to watch. His expressions are cute.
The bell rings in the middle of a performance and she releases us.
I feel goosebumps throughout my body and I know it's Jack breathing down my neck. "I need to talk to you." He whispers and pulls me down a deserted hallway.
"I'm really sorry about yesterday. I don't know what I was fucking thinking. I obviously wasn't." He shakes his head and looks down.
"It's okay..." I whisper and look out the window down the hall.
"I really do like you. I don't know why I pulled away. I really don't know." He shakes his head more and looks really upset.
"Jack it's okay." I say looking at him.
He looks up at me and smiles. God his smile is so beautiful.
He walks towards me a little. "Well I'm glad that's cleared up." He smiles and eventually my back hits the wall.
"Did you tell your friends? Is that why you guys were laughing?" I frown.
"No, I only told Jack because I was telling him how fucking stupid I was." He smirks at me.
I nod and bite my lip. He's so cute. He licks his lips and puts one hand on the wall next to me. He leans his head down and our lips finally touch. He grabs my waist and pushes his body against mine and it's intensified.
I put my hands on his neck as he pushes his tongue in my mouth. Our body heat together is basically like we're on fire. I smile against his lips and we lose contact of our lips. He smiles down at me. His eyes are wild and he doesn't stop smiling. I don't stop smiling either. The bell rings and that means we're late.
"I can get us out of the rest of the classes for the day. I know a guy." He winks at me and I think about it.
"As long as I don't get in trouble." I say smiling back.
"You won't." He winks again and starts walking off.
"You comin?" He says stopping and turning around.
"Yeah, you could wait for me." I say.
"I am. Okay I'm sorry let's go." He gestures his hands forward for me to go first. I smirk at him and walk his way.
I wait in Jack's car while he's dealing with "the guy he knows".
He hops in the car and immediately says "Where do you want to go?"
"Anywhere." I shrug.
"Want to go back to my place?" He winks. He's being weird. More sexual.
"Better idea! Let's go to the bowling alley." He smirks at me.
"Fine by me." I smile at him.
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When it's all goneFanfiction
"Even when it's all gone. I'll still be here. When no one else is there, I'll be there. You're not losing me. No matter how hard it gets. I'm in for the long run and my chance to leave already passed. So I'm here to stay."