Friday, September 19th

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11:26PM

I want to cry so bad.

I ate so much today.

I couldn't control it.

As punishment I am fasting for a day or two. No food, just water and exercise.

We had a party at my school and they had pizza and soda and candy.

Then I went to my schools football game and had Mountain Dew.

Why can't I control it.

I hate it.

I hate it so much.

I think my parents are starting to get suspicious. For the past few days that have been asking me if I at breakfast and dinner. All I said was yes. That shut them right up.

I don't know how long this is going to take for me to get skinny.

I am pretty lazy but I can get motivated easily.

I feel like throwing up all the food I ate not long ago.

I fucking hate myself so much.

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