I want to cry so bad.
I ate so much today.
I couldn't control it.
As punishment I am fasting for a day or two. No food, just water and exercise.
We had a party at my school and they had pizza and soda and candy.
Then I went to my schools football game and had Mountain Dew.
Why can't I control it.
I hate it.
I hate it so much.
I think my parents are starting to get suspicious. For the past few days that have been asking me if I at breakfast and dinner. All I said was yes. That shut them right up.
I don't know how long this is going to take for me to get skinny.
I am pretty lazy but I can get motivated easily.
I feel like throwing up all the food I ate not long ago.
I fucking hate myself so much.