*Cameron's POV* 

I still remember vividly walking into that room and seeing Kaitlyn lying on the floor with her neck slit. I wanted to know where she got the razor to do that. And I blame myself for not doing anything more to help her.

I remember my whole world coming to an end and my heart shattering into pieces.

I remember everyone rushing to where I was and then sliding down the wall next to me and breaking down into tears.

I remember Alice's face when she saw her bestfriend dead on the floor.

I remember Matt's face fill with complete guilt and depression, then falling down on his knees next to me and his heart completely shattering as well.

I remember having to call her mother that night to tell her that her daughter had just committed suicide.

I remembering taking her phone and tweeting out, "I hope all your haters are happy now, Kaitlyn has committed suicide tonight during Magcon."

I remembering tweeting out on my phone, "I lost my everything to all the hate pressed against her, I will always love her and one day I hope to see her again. R.I.P. Kaitlyn Pierce -The Love of my Life. "

And that night had changed the rest of my life.

I was able to keep Kaitlyn's phone and then being able to have the bracelet that I had given her for her birthday. I wear that bracelet from now on so it reminds me of her everyday. I keep her phone that has everything she had said last and every picture she had.

And lastly, I have the suicide letter that she had wrote.

"Dear Cameron,

I hope that one day you could forgive me because of what I am about to do/have done. I hope that you could understand that I couldn't take anymore of the hate. Just please remember that I love you and I always will love you. Please remember that I tried my absolute best to push all the hate behind me. Please tell my mom that I love her and that I will miss her. And my darling, remember that I will be watching you from above and I hope that one day you will find someone else that could make you as happy as I did.

Cameron I love you and I forever will love you, til the end of time and one day I hope to see you again. But, please for me, do not dwell on this and continue to do everything that you love to do. Find someone new to make you happy and maybe even more happier. But I will ask of you to please never forget me.

Also, do me a favor, tell Matthew that I am sorry that I had done this. Tell him I tried everything that I could to push this behind me but I just gave in. I hope you two both become closer than you both orginally were. Tell Matthew that I had once loved him but now I'm gone and he can now move on and focus more on Alice. Tell him I'm really sorry. Also tell him this wasn't his fault.

Tell Alice that she was the bestest of friend's that I could ever have. Tell her that I love her and that I did everything I could for her. Tell her that I'll always be with her and all she had to do was ask for my help. I soon hope to see her again as well. Tell her that I'm extremely sorry.

And lastly, tell Nash and Hayes that I loved them as my brothers and that I'm really sorry that I had done this to myself. Tell them to watch out for my mother and take good care of her.

And Cameron, I'm really am sorry. I'll always be in your heart and please never forget me cause I never will forget you. I love you, forever and always. Please don't blame yourself on this.

~Kaitlyn" 

I read this letter everyday and as she had asked me, I told everyone what she told me to tell him.

In a couple of days was her funeral and in all honesty, I wasn't ready for it.

I also hope that it brings Kaitlyn to rest that the girl who started all the hate was sent to jail for cyberbullying and threating and finally pushing someone to kill themselves.

But Kaitlyn, I really miss you and I wished that I could've helped you more than I did which I really didn't do anything because if I did you would still be here.

But as you wish I will try my best to move on and be happy and continue to do what I love. But I will always blame myself for this cause I didn't do my honest best to save you and help you.

 But I still love you my one and only.

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