Confession #35: When I fal, no one is there to catch me.
FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. I SCREWED UP FUCK. I FUCKING TORE MY FAMILY INTO PIECES. SHIT. I WANT TO FUCKING DIE. I FUCKING RELAPSED. FUCKING CUT MY SELF TWO TIMES AND THEY WERE PRETTY DEEP. MY MOM LEFT WITH HER FUCKING CAR AND IS FUCKING DRVING AROUND. SHE GOT FUCKING PISSED AND HURT ABOUT FUCKING SOMETHING I DID.
I REALLY DESERVE IT/
drilhtlihtlkrjhtkreh,mfdn shit shit shit shit
Now there is no one there for me. I fell but no one was there to catch me. Everyone fucking ignored me. Everyone is just having their own life.
Who the hell ignores a text message declaring "i need help i have no one to talk to can we talk for a bit? i 'm having some bad fam bam problems"
If i were him, i would fucking pick that phone up. I would fucking text that person even if i was fucking busy and try to calm the person down and let them know that they can rant to me and i will read their texts and try to reply when i can.
FUCK HIM. IF YOU SO LOVE ME STILL YOU WOULD'VE DONE SOMETHING ELSE.
BUT I GUESS U DON'T I'M WRONG. I'M FUCKING WEAK.
i fucking swear that I'm going to die from suicide one day.
it's all too much,
one of these days HE will here that i suicided. AND HE WILL FUCKING REGRET THIS.
I have no one to talk to. Never opened up to anyone. ONLY FUCKING PERSON I OPENED U TO IS THE ONE WHO FUCKING IGNORED ME.
Well no one is probably gonna ever read this....
so goodbye everyone
this could be it. no guarantees to ppl who want me to fucking die.
This could be the last confession my living self could ever type.
YOU ARE READING
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe I'm just Taz. A girl who is...