Ummmm. Much needed to say.

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So. Hey guys. It's been awhile. I guess I have some things to talk about. First, I think I'm going to make a new book about my life and what happens in it, like at school. But that's not all I wanted to talk about. Well I wanted to say sorry for being pretty inactive. You know how life seams perfect when your younger and at once it changes. Yep. I'm at that point in my life. And I kinda feel like I don't have anyone to go talk to anymore. Granted I do have my friends (and best friends know who they are) but it's really on a personnel level I don't want to even think about. Like really thou. It's Ewww. But I'm like really starting to think I need some help. Like from somebody who knows what they are talking about. If you don't know already I have anxiety. It's really bad. Like I can't stand to even talk to people with out almost blacking out. But don't worry. If i talk to you and mess around with you it means I'm okay with you (my friends and family) I have my all time best friend (maya) who helps me a lot. Like A LOT! but it's still always there. I also have a panic disorder. Or so I think. But I get panic attacks a lot. But don't worry. All of these things can be fixed and should go away soon. Most of them are related to stress. Witch I am very stressed lately with school. But most of my supper good friends go there so I am much happier. But I just wanted to say this because it has been bugging me a lot. Any who. Love you all~Kat/Kenny/sarina/Helena

Ps. I have no clue what or where I would be with out maya. She has been there all of my life and helped me so much. She's the best so go follow her @pignugget good luck with that volleyball.

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