this is not a poem :
do you mayhaps had the
sudden urge to let your
tears flow down ? do you
ever have the sudden urge
to cry out loud and just be
done with your feelings ?
my eyes bleed out red everytime
this hollowness surrounds me ,
my thoughts dance around
making everything uncomfortable .
one day this emptiness will
overcast the bright shield i've
managed to cast around me ,
i feel like it's slowly cracking
and breaking .
honey dripped words don't affect
the broken me anymore , motivation
doesn't work for me anymore , i feel
like a lifeless doll attached to the
strings called relationships and
drama .
im slowly suffocating , forgetting
how to breathe...while fixing others
i forgot to fix the broken me .
maybe that's what happens when
you put others above you ?
you make them the crown on top of
your head but you don't know the consequences bearing a crown has .
yeah :D
