So many questions, running through my head. I honestly don't know what to feel about it.
I felt happy, confused, and shocked.
Happy cause it makes me feel the old feeling I've always felt when I'm around him.
Confused because I don't know what to do. My mind tells me to say no. My brain flashes Abel's face, making me feel guilty of what I'm doing.
Shocked because of what I'm hearing right now. That he's making plans just to hang out with me.
I shouldn't assume he still wants me like lovers do, considering we called this a hang out. Isn't that what friends do?
One decision can change a lot.
I don't know if I'm ready for that change.
However, my heart tells the opposite around. My heart is telling me to say yes.
I realize how much I miss him. To hearing his voice, his sweet smile. To see his beautiful eyes, soft hair. His personality that makes him perfect.
I realize how much I still love him, want him. But,-
"Selena?" Justin interrupted my thoughts, waking me up from my daydream.
"Huh?" I said dumbfounded.
'Omg Selena, pendeja'
" so? What do you think?"
"Yes, I would love to" I said, with a smile on my face.
I see his face glow, as he smiled really big. His eyes glistening, looking so beautiful.
" so, any updates in your life?" He asked, chuckling in the end which I found really cute.
" well, Brandford told me about a song with DJ Snake, Ozuna, and Cardi B. Although it wasn't really official yet but I'm so excited for it" I told him.
He looked at me while I was talking. Like he was really interested to know what's happening.
As we were talking and walking ( Walk like I talk it. I'll go home) we notice some fans and smiled to them.
Talking to him makes me feel home. How comfortable I am talking to him about things. Like random things, joking around him and I don't have to beware of my words cause he accepts me like that.
We decided to sit down on a bench swing.
It was so peaceful.
So beautiful, the sky is flawless, the lake is amazing, and the person sitting beside me is perfect.
Then I looked at him to see his lovely face but I saw his eyes already focused on me.
It's like a slow motion moment in every romance movie. Where the actors faces almost touching each other. Slowly as if they'll break each other if they rush. Eyes connected to each other, giving desperate looks to each other.
But so far away.