Chapter 18: Dilemma

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November 23, 2011

Dear Journal,

I dont know what to do. Still confused. Am I just scared? Why didnt he tell me he loves me too? That annoying boy! He is just so unfair! For a long time I fight my feelings for him because I was scared to get hurt, now I find out that he feels the same!! What the heck Daniel Kitting! Urgh!

Love, Mika

I got out of the library and went to my locker. I opened it and saw a letter. Its from my admirer obviously. I opened the envelope and a picture fell. I looked at the picture. It was a picture of me when I was by the lake when I was 7 years old. Where did he get this? I read the letter.

Dear Mikaela,

Look at the picture, you looked so happy. I want you to be happy everyday. I love seeing your smile and I want to be the reason for that smile of yours. That smile you have in the picture shows one of the kinds of smile you have. Its the 'I am happy to have you' smile. I will explain why when I meet you someday. For now what ever makes you happy I will go with it. Always smile Mika, your smile makes me smile.

Love, Anonymous

I closed the letter and I stared at the picture of me. I just stared at it until I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around and dropped my bag. I saw Liam behind me with a bouquet of flowers. It was tulips.

"Wha-. What is this Liam?"

"Nothing! Just want to give it to you. I found out you love tulips and my mom has a flower shop. Just a gift." He gave me a smile. And handed the flowers to me. Everyone in the hallway was looking at us and girls were giggling.

I couldnt help but blush. No one has ever given me flowers before. This is so sweet! I took the flowers and I felt it.

"Thank you Liam."

"Welcome. Mika. I just want you to be happy. Your smile makes me smile."

I couldnt help but smile again. Liam why are you so sweet. You are just like me admirer. Wait! What did he just say? Your smile makes me smile. Could it be possible? Liam is my admirer? No. My admirer told me he was still nit ready to meet me. But.

"Mika? Are you okay?" He waved his hand in front of ny face.

"Huh? Ah! I, I'm fine Liam. Thank you so much for the flowers. They are pretty. Thanks also to you mom."

"Welcome Mika. Wanna get shakes later?"

"Sure Liam. I'd love to."

"See you later then." He leaned forward and gave me a kiss on the forehead then ran off.

My temperature rose and I think I forgot how to breathe. Yiee. Liam is so sweet. I think I might fall for him... I dont know, maybe..

I fixed my locker and placed the letter and the picture in my notebook. I walked with the bouquet still in my hands and saw Daniel. He was staring at me with blank emotions. I walked towards him.

"Hey. Where did you get those flowers?"

"Liam gave them to me."

"Ah. I see. That guy really likes you huh?"

"Yeah. I think he really does."

"Okay. I'm just happy that you are happy Miks. But be careful okay?"

"Be careful of what?"

"Of him."

"What are you saying? He is the most sweetest guy ever."

"I'm just saying M."

"What makes you think he is bad?"

"I just feel it Miks. Just be careful."

"He is not! He is better than you D!"

"Kfine M!"

"K!"

I got so mad that I left him and went to the canteen. I saw Sydney and sat next to her. She looked at me then looked at the flowers I was holding.

"Hey."

"Hey Mika. Did Dan give you those flowers?"

"Nope. Liam gave them to me."

"Oh. I see." Then she looked at Daniel who was walking out the canteen.

"What's going on between you and Liam, Mika?" She continued.

"Nothing. He just loves giving me gifts."

"Dont take the gifts Mika."

"Why?"

"It shows Liam that you like him too."

"What if I do like him too?"

"What about Daniel?

"I am over him Syd. I dont want to get hurt."

"Stop that! Forget the past Mika."

"But. I am so confused right now."

"Okay, lets do this." She took a peace of paper and a pen and handed it to me. "On the left side, make a list of the things you like about Liam. On the right, about Daniel.

"Okay fine." I took the paper and started writting.

What I like about Liam:

- He is sweet

- He is handsome

- He is a gentleman

- He loves giving me gifts

- He makes me laugh

What I like about Daniel:

- He understands me

- He comforts me when I'm sad

- He knows how to make me happy

- He has the cutest smirk

- He makes my heart skip a beat.

- When I'm with him, I feel relax and at ease.

- I feel secure with him by my side.

- I love him

I stopped writting when I saw the last thing I wrote in the list.

I love him..

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