Chapter 3

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Nova baby it's ok

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Nova baby it's ok." My Mother rubbed my back as I cried on her shoulder. "There's nothing to cry about."

"I can't get it out Mommy." Unwanted thoughts float around in my head. I wanted it to stop. It was causing me to have an anxiety attack.

"Baby please it's ok drink some water." She handed me a cup of water. Drinking water didn't help at all. My heart was racing. My hands were trembling, I was sweating.

"See if you can just take a nap."  She said. I wasn't sleepy. I felt like I wanted to scream.

"I'm not sleepy Momma." I told her.

"How about a warm bath." She said, making me nod. Maybe that's what I needed.

"I'll be back to check on you." She said.

After getting out the shower felt much better. I felt relaxed. I went downstairs to my parents talking about me.

"We have to do something. She is still having attacks." Momma sighed shaking her head.

"We need to put the locks on the cabinet and drawers again if she is going to start this again." Daddy said.

"Don't say it like she does it on purpose. It's that school making her like this. We need to move."

"Baby the school has nothing to do with anything. If it was she would come to us and say it was. It's something else."

"But she's not telling us what's wrong." She said.

"She will let's not pressure her. The last thing we need is our baby trying to kill herself." He said.

I turned on my hills going back upstairs and decided to take a nap.

Waking up at 5 something in the morning already started my day off horrible. I get dressed putting on a yellow sweater and black jeggings. After I was dressed, getting ready for school.

I walked out my room and downstairs. I ate a pop tart before walking out the house with Mom. She takes me to school every morning. On the way to school it was silent until she said something.

"Your father gave you the day off today from the restaurant." She said. I nodded.

"I know." I said as she pulled up to the school.

"Hope you have a good day today. Call me if anything happens." She said.

"Ok." I get out of the car. I walked up to Norm and mugged a group of girls that was so loud.

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