Mixed feelings

Freak out

Sirius pov;

I'm lying In my bed. Lying in my bed. And there is a ceiling. And no I am not thinking about remus or any other gorgeous amber eyed werewolf in the adjacent bed. And I'm certainly not thinking about how later today I am going to profess my undying love for him. I know that he won't want to be friends with me after this, but I can't not tell him. This secret is killing me. Why do you do this to us god? Why do you persist in making us fight hardest for the things we love the most? Falling in love was never going to be easy, but someone should have mentioned that it was going to be this hard! Gilderoy Lockhart said that once we found the right person it would all fall into place. Dimwit. I have definitely found the right person but all is not in it's place. In fact, I'm doubtful there is anyone alive with a bigger romance problem than me.

Oh god he's woken up.

"Morning Remus"

"Hey Sirius"

This is awkward.

AN

sorry it's so short I've been so preoccupied at the moment and people have been nagging me to update so it's so short but oh well.