grayson pov
i lost her. i lost the woman i love. the woman i wanted to marry. the woman i wanted to have kids with. i lost my everything
all because of one stupid mistake. if i could take it back i would, but i cant
y/n asked for a movie night, but i didn't want to cancel on my boys. so i went out to the club. i'm so dumb. y/n is one of the most important people in my life
friends come and go
but not the love of your life. not your soulmate
i should've never went to the club with my friends. if i would've just stayed home with the love of my life i would still have her right now
i would've never drank if i stayed home. i would've never kissed another girl if i would've stayed home. it's all my fucking fault. i messed up the relationship y/n and i had
i never got to explain to y/n what actually happened though. someone spiked my drink. but i understand why she left. my friend took a picture of me kissing the other girl and snapped y/n the picture
i'm so fucking stupid. and because of my mistake of going, i'm broke. my heart is broken to pieces. i feel like i'm drowning and i can't come back up to the surface. i constantly feel like i can't breathe
i was laying on my bed crying when i heard someone knock on the couch
i got up because they kept knocking harder and harder
when i opened the door. it revealed her
a/n IM HAVING SURGERY TOMORROW AND IM SCARED. OKAY BYE
