THIS IS NOT AN UPDATE AND I AM SO TERRIBLY SORRY FOR THAT!
for my readers who don't follow me here, i have left a very important message and you can go read that right now if you want to.
those who are too lazy to read (CAUSE SAMEEE), i'll practically summarize my whole message to you all.
i am going MIA from wattpad until i am stable and happy with myself. my education so happens to be on the line as well. this year i am class of 2019 and yes, i do plan to be a successful graduate. this year has been A BIG ASS weight on my shoulders because i was afraid to not meet anyone's expectations, which makes me feel very awful as a person.
my anxiety has also been kicking me in the ass due to everyone telling me i'll never become shit, i'll never fulfill my dream in becoming a writer if i'm not this person or whatever. well, you know what i have to say to those people?
A BIG FUCK YOU.
it's gotten to the point where i've distanced myself from others because i'm afraid of being judged. trust me, i will be learning to love myself and accept myself some more. growing confidence is what i need. obviously, i lack of that, but i will eventually blossom into this amazing people, who will become successful.
reading all your comments about how much you all adore 'internet crush' gives me the wonderful feeling as a writer. i whole-heartedly appreciate that.
just to clear some shit up, this is not the end of 'internet crush!' however, i am taking a VERY LONG break from wattpad 'till i am mentally healthy, fresh and happy to take this story to a whole other level. so practically 'till i'm done with school lmao.
thank you to everyone who's loved this story since the beginning and those who have recently started and comment how much they already love my story, even if they had just began reading it. y'all are rad <3
don't forget to mark your calendars! ;)