claras pov
"ill seeya tomorrow clar." jack says as he kisses my head and walks out of my room.
it still hasn't sunk in.
that i have a disease that has no cure.
that will probably kill me.
i start to lay my head down on the hospital bed.
my face comes in contact with the soft pillow that smelled like cleaning supplies.
when i hear someone come in.
i look up and see nate.
his eyes are all red.
i can tell he's been crying.
"hey." i say.
he nods and comes over to me and slides in the bed next to me.
he wraps his arms around my waist.
i snuggle my head in between his neck.
he kisses me on the head.
"we're gonna get though this, ok? and i will be here for you through all of this. whenever you need someone, you know i'm here. i love you clar, and i don't wanna lose my best friend." he says.
ouch that last part hurt.
"thank you." i say while a tear comes down my face.
i fall asleep back in my favorite place with my love.
who doesn't love me.
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i wake up in nate's arms.
i look up and see he's already awake on his phone.
i smile.
"hi." i say.
"hey." he says and smiles.
"so i have to go look at suits today and pick out a venue, so i'll be back here in a little ok?" he says.
i nod.
he kisses me on the head and gets out of the bed.
before he leaves i call out his name.
he turns around and smiles.
"can you give me a fashion show of your suits so i can pick?" i say smiling.
"i mean i am dying so you can't say no to a dying girl." i say and he laughs.
"your wish is my command darling." he says and bows
i laugh and he goes away.
i sit back and two minutes later the nurse comes in with evelyn.
"mommy!" she says and jumps on the bed.
i smile.
"are you feeling better mommy?" she asks.
"sure sweetie." i say smiling.
"can you come home today?" she asks.
"i don't think so sweetie." i say and she frowns.
i wipe her cheek.
"i'm so sorry baby." i say and a tear goes down my face.
she smiles and gives me a hug and i snuggle her in my arms.
the nurse comes in.
"ms. gilinsky i'm here to take you for your first chemo therapy session?" she says and i sigh and nod.
the nurse takes evelyn in to another room and then she comes back and puts me in a wheel chair and wheels me out fo my room.
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"you did great today clara." the doctor says as he helps me back in my bed.
"thank you." i say.
he smiles and walks away.
i start to lay down when i hear footsteps.
i look up and there's nate.
he's wearing a full suit.
looking amazingly handsome.
i smile and he does a twirl.
"you look so handsome, melanie is so lucky." i say and he smiles.
"thank you madam." he says.
he comes over to me and slides in the bed, next to me.
i lay my head on his shoulder and plays with my fingers.
"i had my first chemo today." i say.
he slings his arm around my shoulder and kisses my head.
"your a warrior clar." he says.
i look up at him and smile.
"i want you to promise me one thing clar." he says.
"ok." i say.
"don't you ever stop fighting." he says.
"as you keep going through this, theirs gonna be times where you wanna give up. but just remember, jack, me and all of your other friends who love you, and evelyn! oh evelyn. think of that adorable little girl." he says and i smile.
"i love you nate." i say.
"i love you too sis." he says and that last part stings.
ouch.
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