T H I R T Y

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Mariana's pov

Jason was shocked by the words that left my mouth, hell, even I was shocked.

I know this pregnancy wasn't something I wanted but I know that my baby needs a chance. I don't want her or him to die...

"Jason I di-"

"Hush Mariana. Eat please."

He gave me a stern look but I could see the glimmer of tears in his beautiful eyes.

I took the bowl from his hand and ate a small bite before looking around.

Everything was very clean. Spotless really. Most the furniture was white and there was not one stain on it. It was very boring. Which was strange considering...

"Jason, where's Isabelle?"

He frowned," she's been at my mother's house for two months. She said she didn't want to see me till we found you because we were taking too long."

I didn't know what to say, what was I supposed to say?

I continued to eat the soup in silence.

My thoughts about Justin's reaction were eating me alive. I didn't know what to expect and it was absolutely terrifying. I know he's a good person but I'm not just going to assume that he will accept this baby, I haven't even really accepted it yet and I'm the one holding it in my stomach.

What am I going to do if he rejects me? Where will I go?

No. I can't think like that.

"What do you think the baby will be," Jason questioned as he looked at my baby bump.

"A girl? Maybe? Honestly I don't know. I kind of hope it's a boy."

"Why?"

"So I can teach him right. So that if I ever have a girl, he can protect from the things my brother never did. I-i just... I don't want what happened to me to repeat itself."

A tear slipped down my cheek.

It was silent for a minute before Jason's phone began to ring. He quickly picked it up and answered," hello?"

"Calm down... She's here with me.... I didn't want you to come straight over here.... because that bastard needed to be brought to the warehouse... really? In his mouth?... I could think of other places she should have stuck that... just come to my house after he is taken care of... I swear Justin if you come straight here, I'll kill you... fine whatever... When you get here I'll go to the warehouse and make sure everything goes smoothly... see you in a bit. Bye."

Jason looks at me in the eyes and gives me a gentle smile,"Justin will be here in an hour or two. In the meantime, let's take you to bed. You look exhaused."

We walk to him room and he let's me change into his shirt and a pair of shorts that belong to Isabelle.

"I love you Mari. You're safe and I'm here to protect you."

I shut my eyes and sleep peacefully for the first time in a long time.

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"Justin you need to calm down a little bit. You'll scare her."

"Jason I swear to go if you don't move out if the way right this f*cling second I'm going to shoot you."

My eyes shot open at the sound of Justin's voice. He sounds pissed but excited at the same time.

"I'll move as soon as I know you don't freak out or wake her up. She needs whatever sleep- Justin!"

The door is slammed open and I shot up and out of the bed in fright.

"Mari?"

I look at Justin and start to cry. He looks almost as bad as me.

His eyes start at mine and very slowly start to move down as he scans me over. They stop at my stomach.

"Wh-," his voice cracks and his eyes fill with pain and tears," no, I, Mari I'm so so sorry. I.."

My heart breaks when he falls to his knees and sobs into his hands. I immediately run to him and hug him.

I try to lift his head from his hands but he refuses to look at me.

"I should've looked harder, i-i should've found you as soon as you disappeared-"

"Justin-"

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry mari-"

"Justin-"

"I should've saved you-"

"Justin!!"

He looks up at me finally.

"Its ok, I'm okay just as long as I have you," I give a weak smile and try not to show how scared I am for his response.

"Of course you have me baby. I'm with you though everything. I missed you so much my love. So so very much. I looked day and night. I promise I didn't forget about you."

We sat there sobbing in each other's arms for hours.

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