It's been a month since the whole ritual thing and there hasn't been any signs of Legience, which is great. I'm still waiting for Felix to make a move though, Chris is telling me to be patient and he keeps saying it's gonna happen he just doesn't know when.
I was laying down in my bed with August when Chris knocked my remote off of my TV stand. He's been doing this shit for the past hour and it's getting annoying. Chris hates the fact that August and I have grown closer. I told him if he tells me what happened between them, then I won't talk to August anymore- but he has yet to tell me, therefore I shall continue to chill with August.
"Excuse me for a second." I hopped out of my bed and made my way downstairs, making sure that Chris was behind me.
"Quit it!" I whisper-yelled, "I already told you, once you tell me what happened then I'll cut him off- it's only fair."
"I want him to tell you."
"Well it's been a month and it doesn't seem like it's gonna happen!"
"Then I guess I'ma keep bothering y'all."
"Then I guess I'ma keep hanging out with him!" I turned my back to him, making my way back up to my room.
"Do you really love me Jeany?" Chris asked, "or you just be saying that?"
I studied his face for a few seconds and it was filled with hurt and despair. At this point I felt really guilty about hanging out with August. I mean, if Chris is this upset to the point where he's questioning my love for him- then I need to stop because I don't wanna lose him, literally.
"Of course I love you Christopher, I'm in love with you." I sounded crazy, but it was true, I might as well just accept the fact that I'm in love with a ghost because every moment I spend with Chris, my feelings get deeper and deeper.
"How can I?"
"Get over here."
I climbed onto the bed where he laid, his cold, naked chest coming into contact with mine. I straddled him as he placed both of his hands on my hips, causing me to shudder in coldness. I concentrated strongly on his body so I wouldn't fall through- but that's all I could focus on when I felt his member rise beneath me.
Ghosts get hard? I thought to myself, might have to google that.
He forced my body lower so that our lips were now only an inch apart.
"I love you Jeany." He whispered.
"I love you too."
It's only been a month and some days, but when you spend every waking moment with someone, you can't help it. I loved Christopher, I loved him with everything in me. I've never trusted someone as much as I trusted him and the crazy part about it all is that he's dead.
There was a knock at my door, interrupting our moment and causing Chris to disappear. I groaned as I got up only to see Selena.
"Yes?" I said with attitude.
"Come on, it's time for your therapy session."
"Therapy? Since when do I go to therapy?"
"Starting now, let's go."
She left me at my doorway feeling some type of way. Therapy? Really bruh? I kissed my teeth as I grabbed my sneakers. Once I got into the car, Chris appeared in the backseat.
"Thank Buddha." I mumbled.
"What was that?"
When my name was called in the office, Chris made a face causing me to burst out in laughter.
"Something funny?" The therapist questioned.
"Nah, nothing." When she turned her back I glared at Chris signaling him to stop.
"So how you doing Jeanylice?" She smiled as she sipped her coffee.
I had the worst attitude, and I really didn't care. "How do you know my name?"
"Oh, well I spoke to your mother when she scheduled the appointment." She looked down at the paper in front of her, "you talk to yourself?"
I glanced and Chris and back to her. "So, what's ya point?"
"I was just asking you a question, no need to get defensive."
"Well it's none of your business." I scoffed, "I don't even know why she scheduled this dumb shit, I'm fine."
Her face softened, "you know Jeanylice, you can trust me."
"No I can't, I can't trust anybody."
"Yes you can, let your guard down."
"Don't fall for it Jeany!" Chris warned, "she's gonna get you to open up then she's gonna go back and tell your mom everything, don't do it!"
That was enough to convince me not to say anything to her. It's bad enough Selena thinks I'm crazy. But, am I crazy though? Is Chris only a figment of my imagination? I chuckled lowly, nah it can't be. It's real- it's all real. Chris is real.
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I'M SO SORRY MY BABIES, I KNOW you all deserve a much better chapter then this I KNOW i've just been so busy with my school work I haven't had the chance to write, but here's the update, and I'm gonna try to update tomorrow too because I already started writing chapter 10 . But comment and vote I love y'all .