My heart's wondering who's the one
If it's still him or the other man
I want to know what is real
'Cause I'm tired of guessing what I feel.
Sometimes when I see him,
When someone's in between
I don't feel anything
I don't feel my heart's fast beating.
I can't feel now what I felt before
But he appears in my mind when I'm bored
I can't tell if my emotions are mixed
But that's something I need to fix.
Whenever I look at him in the eyes
I cannot even form a smile
Like what I did when he's the one I adore
When I was blinded and was asking for more.
And for the other man I met
I'm not sure if I should bet
Because I'm not sure of his feelings
Not even sure if he's worth liking.
I'm confused even though I shouldn't be
The both of them don't love me
But I want to understand myself too
Even though, in the end I'll let go of it too.
