Lisa POV
I woke up to the see the blonde girl in front of me. The girl had been staring in front of me yet her mind was out of space, her face was scrunched in worry. What is she thinking about? I lean over and kiss her on her forehead.
"Hi. What are you thinking about?" I say smiling shyly. The question makes the girl in front of me furrow her brows more and makes her pout.
"Lisa, I'm scared. What if we get caught? What if they don't accept us? What if we get disbanded and I won't get to see all three of you again?"
She was so scared that Rosie was shaking and almost crying. I move closer and hug her. The warmth of the hug calms me making me feel like we were perfectly made for each other.
"Chaeyoung." I call her but she doesn't look me in the eyes.
"Chaeng look at me." I use my hand and placed it under her chin so that I could make her look at me. When she finally faced me, I gave her a soft peck on the lips.
"Chaeng, I am scared too but despite of all the risks involved I chose to be honest with my feelings and risked it all. I confessed in order to be together with you because I am totally convinced that you are worth it. I know the unnies will support us with this decision and will help us to hide this from the public and from YG in the mean time. One day, I'll be able to shout to the world that I am yours and that you are mine but for now I want to enjoy these moments and keep you to myself. The world isn't ready yet to know that Chaelisa is real." I wink at her.
She doesn't respond and just look at me in the eyes. Her eyes still reflected a tone of hesitation and fear but she held my hands so tightly as if afraid that we'd be separated.
"Chaeng, do you regret being in love with me?" She looks suprised and hurt at my question. Like I was questioning her love for me
"Lisa, I've been through a lot and felt a lot of emotions when I found out I loved you. I felt happy, sad, hurt, excited, almost every emotion you can name but I've never felt any regret falling in love with you. Why would you ask me that?"
"I'm not questioning your love for me if that's what you were thinking. I only asked to prove my point that we both don't regret falling in love with each other and that I know you are worth fighting for. I will do whatever it takes for this relationship to succeed, we'll go through this together. I'm ready to face any challenge that comes our way as long as you're with me. We can survive this, I know we will. Just believe in us. I love you Chaeng."
"Why do you always know the right things to say? I'm older than you I'm supposed to be the one to comfort you and put your worries at ease."
"Age has nothing to do with this and besides you're exaggerating. You're only a month older than I am Chaeng. We're each other's person, and we both step up in times of need. You don't realize how much I look to you for support, I wouldn't have ever been able to survive YG's training hell if it weren't for you I would have given up a long time ago. Like I said, we'll go through life hand in hand."
Her hold on my hands loosened, rubbing her thumbs across my fingers. I still can't believe she felt the same way about me. We've known each other for years and yet she still gives me butterflies in my stomach and makes my heart want to get out of my chest. I looked in front of me and observed every detail about her face. Her thin eyebrows, her almond shaped eyes, small lips and oh my god she is licking her lips! It makes me want to kiss her but am I going too fast if I kiss her again? I'm overthinking this aren't I?
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Eyes Closed (Chaelisa)
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