CHAPTER 12 "HOW YOU ADORED ME"

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                        CHAPTER 12
           " HOW YOU ADORED ME "

Oh how you ADORED ME! How rewarding! Even honoring I'm sponsoring my depository institutions of heartfelt love to your soul, yet you have left me cold for another woman as your goal

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Oh how you ADORED ME! How rewarding! Even honoring I'm sponsoring my depository institutions of heartfelt love to your soul, yet you have left me cold for another woman as your goal. You called me your princess and queen, Oh how much interest you had in me more than a dream! If I had wings I could fly to not just the sky but the planets, oh my love do not take me for granted as if im an antic how frantic is the Atlantic that coast by like a sailor's ship when we kissed it was more than a neighbor's bliss! You adored me more than gold adores beauty I was your cutie a rubie more smooth than a smoothie! But yet your ways of fatal brokenness effected my bliss as a most of fountain streams I'm tired of my doubting dreams let my heart sing to the art of kings in national freedom your kingdom dwells within the walls of my heart I spark the fires of mystical powers in spiritual hours which are literal flowers that blossom in the sight of your eyes.... SURPRISE!!!! I'm tired of yurrr lies! For your adorning was like the morning, never boring soaring through opsticals of different illusions, let's stop the confusion of what's "amusing" your human.. I'm zooming the camera in different angles, maybe If I'm lucky I will see more than one color like a rainbow the game goes to different sides of the world, you called me a queen as well because I was suppose to be your "girl" I shall run like a squirrel, until light pulls down the shadows, oh females this is my battle I unravel my journey to travel The time sequence, I rewind events of my mind extents! Let the wings of a dove fly up above the candle of what I faithfully called "love" it's not hard to rub away, it is a new day. Can the butterfly loose its texture of beautiful decorations? Yet in my life with you went to separation then deprivation when it was suppose to be elevation and celebration! That's my meditation... from all the deep thoughts my mind belold, I will not cry Any more but I will be bold. I'm not old I'm sold to the price of love! For it came from up above! Like the creation of Adam and Eve, you were my boyfriend of deeds I believed that you were going to remain with me no matter the circumstances, I even took my chances. But you wanted to give up on me like I was a looser, ik not that upset anymore choose her!.... Okay I just lied, now I just cried! Who will plea and take my side! I will break the tide.... for it's not in my favor my flavor breaks forth in different fruits my roots shoots gorgeous lights, so lets stop the fights, you thought you were in the right... well hahahaha! Ya thought wrong! Like a Taylor swift song. Okay cowboy your my loud joy that I spoke of so proudly now the days has been dark and cloudy! But I guess that's jusy the principles, I speak my heart in different measures and intervals because I can only give so much, I am such an angel when it comes to luck. Because that's how i found you! You were a Prince charming! You even had a crown too! Full of Gold and impeccable diamonds rhyming assigning aligning signals of true honor! Oh as I speak about this i need water! I'm hotter than all those other girls you've been with, and as I say this you still don't get my drift! I am The woman of desire even fire is jealous, I'm zealous for the righteous and rebellious for the nightless! Can the moon speak another language than light? Can the birds sing a song in the middle of a night? Yet I have stayed up countless and countless nights thinking about YOU!!!!! Wishing and hoping that your fire that burned for me is still true and not mildew. Oh lovely teddy bear! Hehehe that's finny to say, please don't go babe be with me and finnaly stay. I an here for you to be your bestfriend in not a test man!!! I'm your best stand! Can you look at me in the face and honestly say you love me again? And that your love for me will never end? And that you've been disloyal but you will now let your love for me begin like a lovely weekend and start letting your real heart do the speaking in reaching my hand to your hand as I'm seeking what both our hearts our teaching.... AND THAT'S LOVE!!!!! It's not a tragedy, it's a masterpiece of what could of been a catastrophe, laugh at me... for I don't care, I will have your heart to wear! Let the other females stare, for i will grow wild lile a bear and catch my fish from the river I differ from all the other gales!!!! I will never fail. For I know what belongs to ME! I will never ever everrrr againnnnn be lonely. I know this is my first but remember all the love letters you wrote me? We're they not meaningful to my heart like the deep blue sea? I am Your key and you are the lock, I will see what you have in stock and write down all your needs in chalk until the chicken goes bulk bulk bulkkkkkkk!!!!!! I talk talk tallkkkkkkk until you and I forget walk walk walkkkkk!! How is it that were mortal but together you and I are immortal... even invincible for our hearts are identical not mythical like it's a creature my feature has you as the stat and me as the flaming sensation I'm aimimg my relation to your vindication as my indication is the light of many thoughts and imagery I'm not lost in memories of our laughs and kisses which are my bags of wishes that I constantly hope for day in and day out yet they have become drought.... at LEAST that's what it seems, I loved the memory of our beach vacation scene for a sunset theme! wasn't that a thing? Oh my dramtic king? If you had a thousand words to say yo me what would they be? See I speak my wisdom and yet those girls think I'm not the victim! I love you still so they need to get that through their system! Even when I get I find myself shedding tears of everlasting joy, my Boy! Our light will never be destroyed! Or made void. I will unfold your heart like a gift, just kiss me again and again and again until the earth splits. All I ever cared about for us was you and I being happy together, for when we kisses your lips were softer than feathers and grandma sweaters, hahaha even in your love letters you started that your kisses with me were better than cheddar... cheese I sneezed crying over you, but now I'm getting older too. So don't keep me waiting for that would bore me, For I will always remember how you adored me!

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