I woke up. Surprisingly Nick wasn't in the bed.

Did he leave?

I got up and brushed my teeth, fixed my hair quite a bit.

I ran down the stairs with a smile on my face thinking Nick was down there.

He wasn't..


I then ate breakfast and drove to Nicks house.

I was driving in my 2012 Nissan Altima.

I rang his doorbell

Kevin answered.

Shit he looked good too.

"Um. Is Nick here?" I asked

"No I haven't seen him." Kevin said.

I frowned a little bit.

"Um... so are you guys together now?" Kevin said with a slight frown.

"It's not official." I told him looking straight into his eyes.

"Oh... You wanna come in?" He asked

"No... That's ok. I'm gonna go back home. Bye" I kissed him on the cheek.


I opened my front door with my key.

And then I saw Nick sitting on the couch.

I don't know why. But this is awkward. Like I really don't know what to do or say because I don't know if we are official.

"Hey..." I said and sat by him.

"Hey..." He said.

He turned to look at me and we sat there for about 10 seconds without saying anything.

Until I decided to literally lay on his lap. He stroked my hair gently. This may seem weird but this was normal for us.

"What are we?" I asked

As he kept stroking my hair

"I don't know. But I love you to much to let this go away. I want you Stefani. I need you. I crave you." He said.

He gave me goosebumps.

I sat up. Looked at him. I grabbed his collar and pulled him in for the most heated kiss ever.

Mmm totally worth it. He tasted so good. Amazing.

When I grabbed his collar we sort of laid down. And now he was on-top of me.

We still didn't say a word to each other. Just kissing with tongue.

Was I ready for sex? I don't know

What the hell. You only live once right. 😊

I unbuttoned his shirt and took it off him. My lips never left his.

"Wha...what are you doing?" He stopped to ask

"Um.... Taking your shirt off?" I said with embarrassment.

Oh No. What did I do?


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