Gone too soon

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Hey there now
Where'd you go
You left me here
So unexpected
Ryan Beaumont I know it wasn't your fault that you had to leave this world. From the second you walked into my life, my whole world changed. My world flipped when you came around. We started this band together me and you, the others joining after us. We were the backbone of this band.
You changed my life
I hope you know
I hope you understand that I appreciated and loved you Ryan. I hope you realized how much you did for me and the roadies. I hope you know that because if you my life is forever changed. But because you are gone my life is crushed.
'Cause now I'm lost
So unprotected
That moment I saw you laying on the floor unconscious I knew that I would be losing the one person I loved more then anything. I knew that I would be living without my saving grace. Without my knight in shining armor. You were my safety the person I would go to when times got rough. Fuck you were my first boyfriend, I loved you and still do love you so damn much
In the blink of an eye
I never got to say goodbye
You left without telling anyone. I don't blame you we were all too caught up in life to notice that you wanted to die so badly. I pains me that I never got to say bye to you, that I couldn't sit by your side and tell you everything is okay. Behind that smile was a dark and depressed Ryan Beaumont
Like a shooting star
Flying across the room
So fast so far
You were the star of the show all the time. My star, Ryan you could never disappoint me or the other boys if only you saw that before you took your life that night.
You were gone too soon
You're a part of me
And I'll never be the same here without you
You were my favorite part of me, you brought out the best in me. I don't know how I'm meant to live my life without here by my side. You will always have my heart no matter where you are. I'll miss you forever.
You were gone too soon
You were always there
Like a shining light
On my darkest days
Whenever life would get me or any of the boys down you were there for us. You rye were there when no one else was. The night when my girlfriend first broke up with me before either of us said I love you. I fell apart in your arms, and you told me that my tear stained puffy red cheeks made you want to kiss me. And that you did you came into my life at the perfect moment the moment I thought my world was over. Now you have just left at the worst moment the moment my life really is over.
You were there to guide me
Oh I miss you now
I miss you Ryan, it's been a few hours now since you got taken away. I miss everything about you, your soft fluffy hair, that morning voice. Oh damn those perfect chocolate brown eyes and how they would shine when you got excited about something. Fuck I just miss you Ryan, I want you to wrap your arms around me and whisper sweet nothings in my ear. Like we use to do all night long.
I wish you could see
Just how much your memory
Will always mean to me
The memories of us sneaking around stealing kisses in the back of the bus. Back to the days when neither one ya wanted to come out so we would sneak into each others room. The memory of the first time we ever said I love you and it meant something. Our first kiss, our first time, all the midnight cuddles or all the movies we never got through. Ryan Beaumont I will hold these memories for a life time. Because you will always be the love of my life.
You were gone too soon
Shine on
Shine on
Keep shining love, keep singing up above.
On to a better place
Shine on
Shine on
I know you are shining from up above. I can hear your sweet voice as the stars sparkle in the night.
We'll never be the same
Shine on
Shine on
This band will not be the same lover boy but know that we will make it. We will keep singing in your memory and we will never replace you for someone else. We will sing in your memory
And I'll never be the same here without you here
As Andy belted the last note he broke down into tears. Images of Rye filling up his head all of the boys were crying but Andy was broken. This was the cover where they will tell the roadies what happened to rye. Andy ran out of the room crying, needing someone to help him. But who can help him when the best person in his life left him. Andy blamed himself for ryes suicide, he blamed himself for not seeing how upset the boy was. Andy will never forgive himself which is why he needs to be strong, for the roadies and the other boys. But how can you be strong when the love of your life is taken away too soon

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