Little things

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Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
Those perfect hands were always meant to hold mine. All the times that we spent creating 'Randy' moments for the fans made me fall deeper in love with you
But bear this mind it was meant to be
We are endgame 'Randy' is forever and always
And it all makes sense to me
Love is easy when you allow it to be, loving you is easy
I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile
But darling those just show how happy you can be. Making you laugh and hearing that giggle makes my stomach turn. Those crinkles by your eyes are proof that happiness does exist. happiness exists in you
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But darling they are perfect to me. Everything about you is so perfect even though you will never see that. Every little thing about you is perfect even when you don't try to be.
But I'll love them endlessly
Because I love you endlessly, not just your looks or personality I love everything about you
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it's you, they add up to
I will make sure I never tell you because to you I am just another band mate I am just your best friend. But to me you are the love of my life even though you don't know yet...
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
I have witnessed a cute rye half asleep walking into my room asking me if I was awake and if I could make my special tea. You always say it helps you sleep when I make it, so I only make it for you love
Maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
I've heard you singing while you were dead asleep. Those pale pink lips parted slightly with barely audible words escaping them. I believe it is the cutest thing I will ever witness you asleep singing sweet words of nothing.
Though it makes no sense to me
Those words don't make sense to me but to you they are thoughts hidden deep within your mind
I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
Darling your voice is what makes this band whole. You never like listening to our songs because you believe you sound bad. But you will never know that I sometimes fall asleep listening to you and only you. I play back my favorite clips and imagine you sitting next to me singing
You never want to know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
That perfect body of yours damn those abs. And that saggy bottoms, we should really find you a belt darling. You believe your body isn't perfect we all have insecurities but yours just don't make sense.
But you're perfect to me
Everything about you screams perfection
You never love yourself half as much as I love you
You'll never treat yourself right darling but I want you to
Ryan darling just know that I love you more then anyone else could. You will never see yourself as beautiful and perfect as I see you
If I let you know, I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you
Maybe I should tell you how I feel. Maybe it will all make sense when I say those words to you
I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
One day I will confess my love for you but for now they are stuck on this page

As Andy read the last word to Rye he didn't expect the tears that followed. Andy leaned over and wiped Ryes eyes after his own. It had been 2 years since the day they got together and today was the day that Rye popped the question. Andy and Rye were going to be husbands soon enough. Just 2 years ago  Andy was closeted in his room writing songs about Rye.And now they were lovers for the rest of their lives <3 always and forever

*authors note: welcome to one directions little things. This one is kinda happier all from Andys POV if you didn't understand that <3

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