Sometimes I really just want to improve with my art and other times I just think "Well I suck anyway might as well not even try."
Like I'm decent at drawing, oil pastels, and charcoal but I suck at everything else.
Like for the LIFE of me, I cannot paint.
I really truly wish I could, it's just not a talent I possess.
It's like almost as impossible for me to do as writing prettily. My handwriting is almost illegible.
And I have this like obsession with drawing eyes, and when I finish people always tell me to put in color and I'm like. I always ALWAYS screw up trying to add in color.
Le sigh.
