" You're fine now, you can go home Mr. Jin"- Doc
" Thanks doc"- RM
" Guys we need to eat first before we can go home..."- Suga
" Ok..."- All
* After they eat *
" Can you walk Hyung?"- V
" Yeah, I can thanks..."- Jin
" Our van is here..."- JK
" Careful hyung..."- Suga
" Hyung are you ready for the comeback?"- Jhope
" I think so..."- Jin
" I can tell BangPD to move out schedule.."- V
" No! You don't need to, don't tell him what happened!..."- Jin
" Why?" - RM
" Just don't... Please..."- Jin
" Ok Hyung...."-RM
" Just don't hesitate to tell us..."- RM
" I will, don't worry.." - Jin
- At the dorm -
" Finally! We're here!...."- JK
" Ahh.."- Jimin
" Guys, I'll just take a bath..."- Jin
" Sure hyung..."- V
Jin's P.O.V
" Relax...."- Jin
Even though they just got back from the hospital he felt something again his lungs was on fire but he didn't tell the other members so they won't be bothered again... After a while he fainted again..
- Time skip 5 mins-
" Hyung! Are you still in there?! Are you alright? It's been 10 mins since you were
there.."- JK bang on the door
" Hyung!!"- V
" Get the keys!"- JK
While V was in a hurry he bumped onto RM..
" Hey! Why are you in a hurry?"- RM
" It's Jin hyung again he was locked in the bathroom for like 10 mins..."- V
" What?! Get the keys!.."- RM
After a while...
" Here's the keys!"- V
" What took you so long?!"- Suga
" Just open it!"- JK
When they opened the door they saw Jin lying on the ground without moving..
" Hyung! Wake up please! What's wrong with you?! Don't joke us like that! Please!"- RM
" Hyung!"- V
After a while of waiting... Jin's eyes started to open..
" Hyung are you alright?"- RM
" * Breathing heavily*"- Jin
" Jungkook can you sing for me..."- Jin
" Of course hyung...."- JK
Jungkook started to sing butterfly..
" Is it true.... Is it true... You... You.."- JK
Because of Jungkook' s angelic voice it healed their oldest hyung..
" T-thanks.."- Jin
Jin tries to ignore his breathing and just focus on Jungkook's voice...
" I'm fine now maybe I'm just tired so I fainted..."- Jin
" Sure Hyung ?"-Jimin
" Yeah...."- Jin
" Umm... Hyung can we talk to you? If you don't mind.... I mean, it's ok if you don't like I'm just bothered..."- RM
" Umm...About what?"- Jin
They went to the living room and started their conversation...
" Hyung... We can't take it anymore, what's wrong?.."- RM
" Why are you getting panic attacks?"- Suga
" Your doctor told me that you're suffering depression lately...Why?"- Suga
" I don't know either.. I just kept hearing voices like a demon.."- Jin
" When did it start?"- Jhope
" * sigh* Can you stop asking..."- Jin
" We need to know the truth Hyung..."- Suga
" What happened?"- JK
" Guys! Stop! I told you to stop!"- He walked out and went to his room
" Fine! Don't ever go to us when you need some help!" - Suga
" Hyung enough..."- Jimin
Tears are falling down again to Seokjin's eyes.. He felt it again, the burning chest, the voices, and everything...
He doesn't want to fight with them nor to shout.. He hated it when they fight, especially when the fight is all about him. More tears coming out, he tries to face it, and he just try to stay positive so he will be calm...
So much pain in his mind.. He tries to ignore it but he can't.. He tries to remember all the positive thoughts he could think about... But it came crashing to his mind, the memories are like a glass that fell from a high place. The pictures on his mind separate into pieces...
" If only I don't exist here... They won't get involve onto my problems..."- Jin
" They won't suffer like me.."- Jin
He sighed and just closed his eyes. He saw all his imaginary illusions, like he saw all the faces of his own horrible nightmares... He can see himself dying from the pain... He saw himself when he's suffering depression and experiencing terrible nightmares every night... He can imagine his members shouting at him, Armies laughing at him, that are not even an army or a fan ... Laughing and cheering boo at him... Saying things like
" We don't need you!.... We don't need an idol like you! You useless piece of shit!"
Sorry guys for the sad chapter...
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FanfictionJin is really going through a lot of things in this story... He needs support and love from his members... There were nightmares, and voices that kept disturbing him on the things that he has to do.. The members can't do anything... But why?..Why...
