Is It Wrong? | Sope

Chapter 21

Yoongi POV

"Yoongi!" I flinch at the loud noise, curling even further into a ball as I continue sobbing. Though, it only takes seconds before I'm pulled into a strong warm embrace. I whimper loudly, fisting bits of his shirt in my hands as I continue crying, burying my face into his chest.

"I'm so sorry, baby. Shhhh. It's okay, you're okay. I'm here now. It's gonna be alright. Hush, baby. I've got you. You're safe now." Namjoon murmurs softly in my ear. His words only make me cry harder though, sadly knowing the painful truth. Though, being much too weak to argue at the moment, I just sob and let the younger hold me tightly.

It's probably fifteen minutes before I finally calm down enough, but it doesn't stop the affects of the attack from earlier. Almost instantly, I feel myself on the edge of falling asleep, but much too cold to be able to accomplish such task. I groan at the feeling, curling into Namjoon even more in attempt to get warmer despite knowing my attempts will be futile.

"Are you okay, baby? What happened, sweetheart?" Namjoon asks softly as he picks me up. I hum softly, fading in and out of consciousness as I lean my head against his shoulder.

"He wants me to stay away from Hobi. Said to end things with him. That I'm his again now and that the lollipops make me look pathetic." I whine quietly, trying hard to stay awake in fear of what's to come when I give into the darkness eventually. Namjoon sighs, shutting the door to my studio with his foot before setting me down in my desk chair. Within seconds, I'm handed a purple unwrapped lollipop and have a blanket wrapped around my shoulders and Namjoon kneels in front of me.

"Unfortunately, baby, I think he's gonna get his way with getting Hoseok out of the picture. I ran into him in the lot outside and... he was pretty pissed off. I don't think he was completely over finding us together in your apartment Saturday morning and this kinda put him over the edge. He left completely." Namjoon explains gently. I whimper at his words as I slip the candy between my lips and into my mouth. Whining at this, I curl myself up into a ball again as I turn my body in the seat so that my side is resting against the back of the chair.

"I'm scared, Joonie. I don't wanna lose Hobi but I'm scared of Jin. He-he forced himself on me. I-I couldn't do anything to get him off of me." I cry quietly, pouty lips trembling around the stick connected to the candy in my mouth. He sighs, reaching up and rubbing my arms gently.

"It'll be okay, Yoongi. You're gonna be alright. I'll be here whenever you need me. Alright? You're not alone." Namjoon whispers softly. Though, before I have the chance to respond, the door to my studio flies open to reveal an angry Manager Nim. My eyes widen, feeling my panic attack returning. However, his eyes soften when he sees the state I'm in. Blanket wrapped around my shoulders with a black tee shirt and ripped skinny jeans on in my warm studio room, lollipop stick sticking out from between my lips, eyes probably red and puffy, and cheeks and nose most likely tinted a light pink color as well.

"What happened?" He asks softly, entering the room and closing the door behind him. I just whimper, not wanting to talk about it any longer as I rest my head against the back of my chair, lips jutted out in a pout.

"Jin's back. He got to the dance room before Yoongi and Hoseok." Namjoon answers quietly, looking up at my manager as he continues rubbing my arms gently. Manager Nim sighs, rubbing his hands over his face. I really am lucky at the moment, and if I weren't trying to calm down still, I'd be thanking my lucky stars about that. Manager Nim knows about all of the issues I used to have with Jin back when we were dating before, back when I was still just a trainee. He saw the aftermath of what that relationship did to me, met Namjoon, saw how I had to be treated in times like this so as not to work me back up. Unlike most managers though, he understood and let me cope with it the ways I needed to, defended me when necessary, and helped look after me when I was still struggling.

"Alright. Just take him home for today and look after him. I'll notify security and get this sorted out for the rest of the week. I still don't understand why Hoseok quit though." Manager Nim states. I glance over at Namjoon who bites his lip as I burst into tears all over again.

"Hoseok and Yoongi... were kind of together, Sir. They wanted to give it a try dating last Tuesday. Hoseok walked in on Jin forcing himself on Yoongi, which is more than likely why he left. I'm a little surprised he went as far as quitting though." Namjoon explains. Manager Nim just sighs, shaking his head lightly.

"Hell. Alright. Yoongi, do you have a different song you'd like to have as the title track? We don't have to add any dancing into the video or anything, and we can do it like we'd normally make your videos."