Part 35

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**Alyssa's POV**

Who would be knocking on my door this late? I got up and opened it nervously.


"Hi, I'm sorry I didn't know who else to talk to" he said

I let him in, he was crying but why? We both sat down on the couch and before I knew it he was hugging me.

"What's wrong?" I asked

He didn't answer.

"You can tell me" I said

 "Emily cheated on me" he said 

"I'm so sorry Matt" I replied

I was worried I've never seen a guy cry this much.

"Matt, if she is dumb enough to let you go then she isn't worth it. You're such an amazing guy."

"Thanks" he replied "I've missed you"

"I missed you too" I said hugging him tighter.

He then started leaning in to kiss me.

"Matt, I can't not yet. You just broke up with Emily and only because she was cheating on you. I don't want to be her replacement. Okay?"

"I know but-" he said before I cut him off

"But what Matt? What happens when you leave again?"

"I don't know but I do know I want to be with you" he said

"I can't just get back together with you and then in three months you leave again. I'm not going to do that to myself I'm sorry" I said as a tear fell from my eye

He quickly wiped my tear away "Please don't cry" he said

"I need to go to bed. Do you want to stay here? If you do you can stay on the couch." I said

"I'm going to go home. Are you going to Cam's tomorrow?" he asked

"Oh yeah" I said

I had totally forgot Cam had invited all the guys and girls over tomorrow.

"Okay I'll see you there" he said and kissed me on the cheek

I felt sparks and it was only on the cheek. Yeah, I still love him but I can't just run back in his arms because he is here and single.

I shut the door behind him and slid down it trying not to cry.

"I still love you" I said to myself

**Matt's POV**

"I still love you" I heard Alyssa say

I don't think I was meant to here it but I was glad I did. I was walking up to my car when someone pinned me up against it.

I know I haven't updated all day. I am going to try for one more chapter tonight



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