Me: I'm not mad, I just... This is selfish, but I don't know if I can do this. Maybe you're the type of person who can do fame and all that, but I'm not. I don't know if I can do this. And I'm not mad, because I understand why you didn't tell me. And I never would have let any of this happen if I'd known because I wouldn't have wanted to hurt you. I'm just sorry that I'm doing this to you. Because I care, I really do. I care about you and I already miss talking to you but I just think that maybe it's better like this. Because maybe you think you need me and maybe deep down I know I need you but I just- I'm confusing myself right now. I don't know what I'm trying to say because I started texting you basically to say i was giving you up and I was sorry but I'm realizing right now that I can't give you up. I don't know if I can do this but I think Im gonna try.
I wish you had never gotten my number. I wish you had never texted me and I wish I never texted back but you did and I did and I can't undo it. Because Im usually the shy one, in the corner, but you're making me feel things and it scares me, but I can't do anything about it. Because, Jack, I-
I love you too.
A/N: I'm not sure if I like this, so I might go back and redo it, who knows. But I hadn't updated in forever so I put it up anyways. Lemme know what you guys think (: