I can't think straight right now. I still love Matt. But could I have feelings for Shawn at the same time? This is so confusing
"I really don't know how I feel about this. I do have some feelings for you but at the same time I still love Matt and me and him just broke up and you and Erin just broke up. I don't want to rush things" I said
"I understand" he said getting up
"That doesn't mean I want you to leave" I said smiling
He smiled and sat back down.
I don't know what to do. I like Shawn but I love Matt, but Matt is all the way across the country and we aren't even dating anymore.
"Shawn" I said
"I love you too" he smiled and kissed me
I'm in love with my bestfriend.
*Two Weeks Later*
Shawn and I hang out all the time now but we aren't offically dating or anything. I've talked to Matt once since he left. I still missed him though not as much as before.
I got home from the mall and Shawn's car was parked outside the apartment. I walked in to see Shawn with his guitar. There were candles and rose pedals everywhere.
"Oh my god Shawn" I couldn't stop smiling
He sat me down and started to sing his original song Life of the Party. I was in tears, happy ones of course.
When the song was over he went to the table and picked up a rose. "Alyssa, you have been my bestfriend forever, but I was wondering if you would be my girlfriend instead"
"Of course" I said jumping up and hugging him
He took out his phone and took a picture of us. He posted it on twitter.
"@ShawnMendes: She said yes! :) @lyssa707"
Shawn being so talented had a lot more followers on twitter then I did. He has a strong music career in the future.
"@ShawnMendes: She said yes! :) @lyssa707"
Really? I know that I said she should try and find someone but two weeks after we broke up! I guess I don't really have a right to be mad at her or Shawn. I wonder what Erin was thinking about this. They just broke up too. I decided to text her.
M- What do you think about Alyssa and Shawn?
E-What do you mean?
E-Oh. I didn't even know.
I was watching TV with Alyssa when I got a text from Erin.
E-Really Shawn? Are you fucking kidding me?
S- What are you talking about?
E-You and Alyssa dating. One she is my bestfriend, I get she is your bestfriend too but I mean come on. And we just broke up two weeks ago and you know we only did that because of distance. I thought you still loved me.
S- I'm sorry but I have feelings for Alyssa too. If we happen to be broken up when you get back then maybe we can work things.
E-No. I'm done with you.
I don't think Erin has a right to be pissed, we aren't dating anymore.
(Note: It is September in the story, Alyssa is in college in Virginia and Shawn's music career is beggining to take off)
I was late to class and I was running I didn't even realize I wasn't looking where I was going until I bumped into someone knocking all the books out of their hands.
"Oh my god I'm so sorry" I said bending down to pick up the books.
"It's totally fine" she said
I looked up to see a beautiful girl. She was long blonde hair with beautiful light blue eyes and an award winning smile.
"Hi I'm Matt" I said
"Emily" she said putting her hand out
"Maybe we could go get coffee togther sometime?"
"I would love that" she said pulling out a piece of paper "Here's my number"
I put her number in my phone and walked to class. I decided to text her quick.
Matt-Meet me at starbucks after class
Emily-Okay see ya there ;)
That class went by so slow I wanted to go get to know Emily. She is gorgeous.
"Hi" she said sitting down at the table with me
"Hey" I replied
We sat there for a couple of hours. We ended up back in my room making out. Could I like her? Or was I just trying to replace Alyssa like she did with me?
*Three Weeks Later* (Sorry for jumping time a lot)
**Still Matt's POV**
"Em, I was wondering if you would be my girlfriend" I asked
"I would love too" She said jumping on to me wrapping her arms aroung my neck and legs around me waist
"I love you" I said
"I love you more" she said
So what do you guys think? Alyssa and Shawn? Emily and Matt?
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bully | matt espinosaFanfiction
Alyssa is a sixteen year old girl who gets bullied by a guy who used to be her best friend. Will Alyssa forgive Matt or will things just get worse for her?