I try to keep my mind off Matt but I can't. I just wanted to hear his voice. I decided to call him. I picked up the phone and dialed his number.
(Phone conversation: A-Alyssa, M-Matt)
A-Hi, I just needed to hear your voice
M-I'm doing this for your own good, you know that?
A-I know but I really miss you
M-I miss you too, I got to go bye
A-bye I love you
He hung up. I know we broke up but I still care about him and I can't be without him. This is killing me on the inside. I texted Shawn and told him to come over. If I was up I was pretty much crying.
"Hey I'm here" Shawn said walking into the apartment. He walked into my room and saw me crying. "Come here" he said
I got up and hugged him. "Shh you're going to be okay"
"Can you sing me a song?" I asked
"What song?" he replied
"Skinny Love by Birdy"
He pulled out his guitar and started to sing. It made me think of Matt even more but I wanted to think of him. He is the love of my life and I just want to be with him again. Tears poured out of my eyes. I pulled out my phone to text him, Shawn grabbed my phone and stopped singing. I sat up and Shawn and I were looking dead in each other's eyes.
And then something happened I didn't expect. He kissed me. I kissed him back. A million and one thoughts ran through my head all of them involving Matt. I always somewhat liked Shawn but we were like brother and sister. He pulled away and we both had huge smiles on our faces.
I laid down and he started to sing All of Me by John Ledgend.
After it was over he said "I've always loved you"
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Alyssa is a sixteen year old girl who gets bullied by a guy who used to be her best friend. Will Alyssa forgive Matt or will things just get worse for her?