Matt says he is happy for me but he doesn't seem it. He seems upset.
"Matt what's wrong?" I asked
"Nothing, it's nothing" he answered
"It's clearly something, you look like you're holding back on something." I said
"I got into college." he said
"Well that's great why would you be upset!?!"
"Because the college is thousands of miles away from the girl I love." he replied
"What college is it?" I asked trying my hardest not to cry
"Stanford University in California"
I started crying, Matt pulled me into a hug.
"This is why I didn't want to tell you" he said "You know what, I'm not going"
"Matt, yes you are. I know that this is going to be beyond hard but I'm not letting you not go to college because of me."
"How can I go? How can I leave you? You're my world and without you I feel like there is no air to breathe. I feel like I'm suffocating. I can't go." Matt said making me cry even harder
I just cried into his chest until I felt something drip on me. I look up to see Matt crying. I wiped his tears away.
"Don't cry because of me" I said
"Why not? You're so special to me and I don't want to leave you."
We sat there for a while, not talking at all. I just wanted to stay in his arms forever, he made me feel safe.
I broke the silence.
"I love you"
"I love you too" he replied
Okay so this is a short one! I'm starting the next chapter right now. I am going to try and make it the longest chapter so far.
YOU ARE READING
bully | matt espinosaFanfiction
Alyssa is a sixteen year old girl who gets bullied by a guy who used to be her best friend. Will Alyssa forgive Matt or will things just get worse for her?