The More I Love Her, The More It Kills Me Inside.

Chapter Thirty-Three

   I couldnt stop thinking about Luke's deal, it was unbearable to think about Dane. He was right infront of my face. I couldnt kill him, I cant do anything to hurt him. I wanted my sister too.

What do I -

His arms trailed on my waist as he kissed my neck. " why are you always in your own world?" He whispered in my ear and nibbled on it.

I shut my eyes and thoughts and turned around to face him. His piercing blue eyes.

I shook my head and leaned against the bed.

My arms hugged my knees.

"You alright?" He asked.

"Yeah. Im fine." I say as I tried to look him in the eyes but I couldnt.

He pouted but slide closer to me.

Suddenly he started to tickle me. I was really REALLY ticklish. He keeps tickling and i couldnt stop laughing.He managed to get on top of me and keeps making me breathless.

He leaned on top of me and he finally stopped.

I was blushing badly. He pressed his lips on mine. And we pulled away.

"im so glad things are finally coming to an end." He says.

even for you...

"yeah.." i say as i looked away.

"You alright there?'' Dane asked.

"Im fine Dane" i said.

"How come i dont believe you?'' He asked.

I sighed.

"Its fine i guess im a little bumped over Lu-''

"Relax alright? Its gonna be fine.''

I shut my eyes, trying not to cry.

Thankfully I suceeded.

"I love you.'' He says as he kissed my cheek.

"I love you too.''

He smiled.

I couldnt even bare to look into his eyes again.

My dear Dane.

There has to be a way..

A few days later, I called Luke.

"When can i have her?'' I say as i heard someone struggling and mumbling.

"Hello to you too.''

"What the fuck did you do to her you-''

"Relax , sweetheart, she just want to get out. "

I clenched my fist.

" where do i go? "

"Easy. You just go to the place where your dead ex-boyfriend was shot.''

"Dead ex-boyf- Spencer? How do you know about Spencer? What is going on?''

He just laughed and hung up.

OH NO.

Does Anna have something to do with this?

I .. thought she was gone for good..

Guess I was wrong..

i fell on his bed and started crying my eyes out.

Dane walked into the room.

"Ari do yo- oh my god are you alright.'' Dane rushed towards me.

"Dane I'' i couldnt even speak to him.

"Hey hey its alright.'' He pulled me into a hug.

Oh god i love him so much.

I hugged him tigher.

"We need to get her, Dane."

"We will"

"But what if theres a catch?"

"I wont let them hurt you. "

That made me cry even more, staining his tshirt.

I knew that i was the only one going to hurt him in the end.

What kind of a person am i?

I Was going to betray him.

I clenched my fist.

Breathe in.

I had to think of a way.

And i was ready for anything.

Anna wouldnt let Dane die.

I had to think of something fast.

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Sorry for the long wait! I had exams and more coming in the way! Thank you for the reads you guys are the best