I was really worried about Niall I hadn't seen him for about a week. it isn't like him to miss out on and week of school and he hasn't even tried to contact me which is depressing...
*2 weeks later*
I was about to enter school grounds hoping to see Niall, it had now been 3 weeks since I saw him last.
To my delight I saw him standing there but he was in crutches. I started running up to him not caring what I looked like and about everyone who was looking.
When I got to him I crashed my lips onto his, our lips moved in sync, it felt so good being able to see him and kiss him after so long.
I had just got back to school after 3 weeks. I had no idea how I was going to explain being in crutches to her.
So what really happened to me over the few weeks is that my parents have been fighting and I think maybe getting a divorce. But me being me got into the middle of them and I got punched straight in the face by my dad but luckily I was able to cover it up with my mums make-up. Then well my leg is a whole different story that I won't really go into detail about but let's just say I was playing football.
Since coming back to school I haven't really felt the same about everyone, it just feels like an effort to get out of bed and go to school, see Lauren, do home work and eating. Well I have almost gone off eating completely, I just feel so pressured at the moment with Lauren and with the family issues.
I just wish I had the gut to tell Lauren that I feel this way and tell her about my family. Since I've been away all I felt like doing was sleeping and more sleeping, I have thought about going to talk to someone but I don't really feel comfortably.
Sometimes I just wish I would never wake up lately, it's just really hard trying to juggle all my problems if that's what you can call them.
Niall has been acting really unusual lately he just seems out of it, I don't know if I should talk to him or not.
I am starting to feel so worried that I feel like I will end up with anxiety it is so bad he hadn't even spoken to me, I really feel like I need to confront him about this entire thing, it isn't helping either of us or our relationship at the moment if that is what you can call it...
Hey guys sorry this chapter is bad. what do you think will happen between Lauren and Niall with they survive?
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Lost in love|| Niall HoranFanfiction
“I'm in love with you," he said quietly. "Niall," I said. "I am," he said. He was staring at me, and I could see the corners of his eyes crinkling. "I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying tr...