33 and still a virgin. Well, medyo walang naniniwala sa declaration ko na to. Maybe because I have such a bad mouth. I love joining dirty conversations, as if I'm an expert. I am familiar with many porn sites. Have seen different kinds and sizes of d*cks brought by our ever advanced society. I have never thought that, that dangling thing comes with different colors. But sadly I have never experienced that men's gift inside me..
So hey! I am pure, unless my hand can wreck that protective skin off me then well, I am not anymore. And who cares! Naniniwala pa rin ako sa sanctity ng marriage. I will never let someone else lay his hands on my body unless he'll promise to take responsibility of his action. Oh men! But that was before I met Jaden.
This young man, very young man destruct all the principles and beliefs I had. And everything I have treasured for 33 years. Our first encounter was inside the FX. Dahil puno na ang sasakyan, and he is a big man, nakasiksik sya sa akin. I noticed he has "baby" face so I concluded he is harmless.
But what a mistake! He got hotblood in him. Ang lamig ng sasakyan, did not cover the heat his body is releasing. Then suddenly he whispered in my ears.
"You're hot! Can I have you?" He said this with confidence. And when I face him, I was looking at his deep brown eyes with thick brows. So fresh but manly!
I then asked him.
"How old are you? Do you even know what you were asking?
"23 And I know I want you.
The next move was unexpected. He asked the driver to stop and he held my right hand tightly. Pinilit nya akong bumababa sa kalagitnaan ng Nagtahan Bridge.
"Hey!" pinilit ko iwasiwas ang kamay Kong mahigpit nyang hawak.
"Ano akala mo sa akin, kaladkarin?"
"Eh ano ba? Magsuot ka ba nman ng ganyan kaesksing damit at sumakay sa isang pampubliko sasakyan. Pasalamat ka na lang gwapo ang nakatabi mo." Hawak nya parin ang kamay ko habang pumapara ng taxi.
"Sa may Prince court KuyA" sabi nya sa driver habang tinulak ako papasok ng taxi.
"Wala akong pambayad ng taxi." sabi ko sa kanya habang nagsusumiksik sa kabilang panig ng taxi.
Natawa siya. "Wag kang mag alala mga 70 pesos lang ang taxi papunta dun." Hinila nya ako palapit sa kanya.
"Wag ka nang matakot. Di naman ako nangangagat eh. " Sabay hagud sa exposed kung hita.
Tinulak ko uli siya. "An0 ba gusto mo bata ka?" tinigasan ko na boses ko kahit na nanginginig ako sa excitement. Baka may magawa pa ako para mapigilan ang Hindi dapat mangyari.
"Ikaw." sagot nya.
Hay wala pang 30 minutes magkasama, parang ang close na namin.
I changed my tactic.
"Baby!," Sabay hawak sa kamay nya.
"Wala akong pambayad ng motel eh. Plus meron ako ngayon. Alam mo na, kadiri. Ew!"
Ngumisi sya. "Okay lang yan. Hihinto rin yan pagtumapat ka sa shower! "
Eh pucha, palang tong batang to eh! napalakas ang mura ko.
Hindi ko namalayan nasa parking area na kami ng motel. Nanginginig ang tuhod ko habang hinihila nya ako pababa.
At ng makababa kami, inakbayan nya ako at bumulong...
"This is my first time. So please be good to me."