Her Love, His Life [A Bensler FanFic]

.Chapter Nineteen.

Olivia and Amanda worked better together than Olivia and Elliot had. They both seemed to have the same mindset and Olivia didn't fall in love with Amanda as she had with Elliot.

"I could've taken him, Liv." Amanda sighed, as she sat on the edge of an ambulance as an EMT cleaned up a few cuts on Amanda's face.

"Yeah, probably. But then there was the car that hit him and you. You are lucky that you only have a few cuts." Olivia replied. She felt Fin's hand on her shoulder as the rest of the crew joined them.

"So, all of her injuries are just on the surface?" Cragen asked as he stared at his newest detective.

"Yes, sir. We are taking her in just for an MRI, but she should be able to leave tonight. Does anyone want to ride along?" The EMT asked.

"I'll ride," Olivia spoke.

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Olivia waited outside for Amanda to be released and as she went through her emails on her phone, she heard Elliot's voice. She hadn't heard it for over a year, the day they broke up for good. She saw him talking to a nurse, more like flirting with a nurse. He was holding an adorable little girl who she knew had to be Willow.

"Yeah, tomorrow night then. Bye, Lena." Elliot smiled. He turned towards Olivia and started to walk out, but he couldn't help but notice his ex-fiance sitting there, staring at him.

"Liv?" He questioned, and she swallowed hard.

"Hey, El. Uh, is everything okay?"

"Yeah, I just came in to see my girlfriend..." Elliot trailed off. Olivia sighed as she looked back at her phone. She couldn't help but hate how fast he moved on. Like, a year after losing his wife and breaking up with her, he was ready to date again?

"Why are you here?" Elliot asked as he shifted Willow to his other hip.

"My partner got hit by a car. I'm just waiting until she's out of her MRI and then I'm taking her to her apartment." Olivia replied.

"Oh. Is she okay?" He questioned, and Olivia nodded.

"Yeah. She's fine. Uh, well we don't want your girlfriend to see us talking, so, take care." Olivia spat coldly. She kept eyes away from Willow because she didn't want to see what she could've had.

"Yeah, take care." Elliot breathed. He looked at Olivia and saw what he lost. Lena wasn't even who he wanted to be with, he regretted breaking up with Olivia.

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"I love you, Wills." Elliot breathed, using the nickname Olivia gave his daughter, as he walked out of the baby's room. He walked into the living room and started to pick up toys that his daughter had gotten out today. After that, he got a load of laundry out of the drier and started to fold it.

He was thinking about Olivia more now than he had when he got home. He hadn't even been on his mind after their engagement was ended, but now that his daughter was older and getting a little more independent when it came to just want to play with her toys by herself and getting angry when he tried to feed her. He had a lot more time to think and that brunette was the only thing on his mind.

As he pulled out a few of his t-shirts and started to fold them, he saw that they were the favorite ones that Olivia used to wear to bed at night. He grabbed his phone as he said  'fuck it' and dialed Olivia's number.

"Detective Benson." She answered her phone. Olivia was sitting at her desk at the precinct, waiting for Amanda to call her before she went to bed.

"Olivia, uh it's-"

"Elliot, I know your voice." Olivia breathed.

"Well, I'm sitting here folding laundry, and I just found the three t-shirts that are mine but that you used to be the ones you slept in." Elliot smiled, as he remembered watching Olivia sitting at the end of their bed, only in his t-shirt, and her face flushed from laughing and smiling.

"Why are you calling me, Elliot? You haven't checked in ever, and now a year after breaking up, you call me?" Olivia sighed.

"I know, I haven't been-"

"A good anything. No longer my friend, my fiance, my rock." Olivia huffed.

"I'm sorry for that, lo-"

"Don't you dare call me love, Elliot Stabler! We had a plan! We were going to get married and I was going to help you raise Willow! But now, now you are dating a nurse or whatever the fuck she is, and I'm single! Fuck! Elliot, you were the one man I was with who understood what I was going through or at least was completely ready to support me through the pain of not being able to have kids. But you gave up on me. So please, just leave me alone. I'm tired of falling in love with you to only have you break my heart again!" Olivia yelled, before hanging up.

Olivia stared at her desk phone as tears streamed down her cheeks. Elliot looked at his phone, anger filling every inch of his body. He had really done it now. He had hurt her again.

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"I was good, Rollins. I was adjusting to life, I was adjusting to the fact that the man I love is no longer in love with me. But then, then he had to call me and try to talk to me." Olivia slurred, as she and Amanda sat in Amanda's living room. Olivia had drunk nearly a bottle of wine by herself, and Amanda was just being there for her.

"He can fuck off," Amanda spoke.

"Yeah, he can. But I wanted to be Willow's mother! I was supposed to help Bella and Elliot before Bella killed herself." Olivia groaned. She sank back and before looking at Amanda.

"Revenge, my friend." Amanda smiled.

"Revenge? What? I can't kill him." Olivia spoke.

"Oh, you won't kill him. But be happy. Do something that will make you happy." Amanda spoke.

"Like?"

"Have you ever looked into adoption? You may not be able to have kids, but there are a few out there looking for a mother." Amanda smiled. Olivia nodded.

"Write me a note and remind me, okay? I'm too drunk to remember." Olivia spoke. She stood and swayed a bit, before grabbing her stuff to leave.

"No, Benson, crash on my couch," Amanda ordered. She pushed herself up and grabbed her friend's arm.

"Thanks. I'm sorry if I said anything tonight you didn't want to know."

"Don't be. We need to look out for each other. And we need to make sure you are just as happy as Elliot."

"If I adopt a child, it isn't for revenge though. It's because I really want a child." Olivia yawned, as she laid back down on the couch.

"I know, and you'll be a great mother. Go to sleep now."

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