Rosé POV
Only 2 days left till the Japan Arena Tour in Fukuoka. We are currently at the arena and practicing our songs.
After practicing all our group performances, I picked up my electric guitar and started walking towards the center of the stage. As I was walking I couldn't help but feel my heart beating loudly. Weird? This is only just a rehearsal and yet I'm nervous. I stopped when I reached the center, I looked around my surroundings and saw Jisoo-unnie playing games on her phone, and Jennie-unnie hug Lisa from behind. Lisa looked at me, smiled and mouthed "fighting!".
I took a deep breath and sang:
"I, I know where to lay
I know what to say
It's all the same
And I, I know how to play
I know this game
It's all the sameNow if I keep my eyes closed he looks just like you
But he'll never stay, they never do
Now if I keep my eyes closed he feels just like you
But you've been replaced
I'm face to face with someone newWould've gave it all for you, cared for you
So tell me where I went wrong
Would've gave it all for you, cared for you
(My lover, my liar)
Would've trade it all for you, there for you
So tell me how to move on
Would've trade it all for you, cared for you
(My lover, my liar)Now if I keep my eyes closed he looks just like you
But he'll never stay, they never do
Now if I keep my eyes closed he feels just like you
But you've been replaced..."Before I could finish the song, the thought of Lisa being hugged by Jennie-unnie kept replaying in my head and all of a sudden tears were falling out of my eyes. I kept singing even though my voice was on the verge of cracking.
"I'm face to face with someone new
They don't realize that I'm thinking about you
It's nothing new, it's nothing newNow if I keep my eyes closed he looks just like you
But he'll never stay, they never do
Now if I keep my eyes closed he feels just like you
But you've been replaced
I'm face to face with someone new."I stood there in place for God knows how long. Time seemed to stop when I was woken from the claps they were giving me. I forced a smile and wiped the last of my tears before quickly walking off the stage.
Jennie-unnie shouted "My hubby!" and ran up beside me.
"Rosie you did a great job! I was touched by your performance." She smiled and put her arms around me.
"Thanks unnie." I gave her a weak smile.
"I'm feeling a bit drained after that performance, I think I'll go back to the hotel early and skip dinner with you guys."Before she could even respond, I quickly left and went back to the hotel. Laying on my bed, Lisa's face kept resurfacing on my head as I fell asleep.
A/N: Sorry for the short chapter, please keep going. It'll get better I promise.
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