High School Rants

the road to college

umm hi its been a while since I've updated anything but are we actually surprised? NOPE

anyways, its been a damn HECTIC year, and I feel like everything is kinda starting to fall into place? it's nice?

so there have been a lot of new things that have happened in my life since I began my senior year. I guess I'll sorta make a list:

1) I started and finished watching Queer Eye, and I honestly would die for those gays. they have changed my outlook on life more than I know and have actually given me some motivation to grow up for once. plus, they all just look so damn good all the time its hard not to love them.

2) I GOT ACCEPTED INTO COLLEGE AND I GOT A SCHOLARSHIP TO IT !! like, I never imagined this day would actually come and now I have to get used to a whole other school BUT IM EXCITED !! the end of high school is almost here and I'm feeling all kinds of different emotions. I'll still be living with my family but after high school I gotta get a fucking job wtf. #spoiledkidprobs

3) I've begun preparations for my own 18th birthday party because I can't count on anyone else to make that special day for me except myself. so I'm working on making myself an emotional movie that looks back on the last 18 years of my life with emotional music in the background. is my birthday in may? yes, but I need time to make this movie.

4) still working on both my stories. there are a bunch of editing things I have to do with A League of Our Own so for the time being I've taken it down from the public, and I'm coming up with a final idea for my other book which is a work in progress.

as the first semester of my senior year comes to a close end, I can only hope that the hard part is over and I can just enjoy the last few months of my high school

I hope I'll be on here more often

love, 

me