Chapter one - My crush

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I WROTE THIS STORY WHEN I WAS 13 AND IT'S BEEN SIX YEARS SINCE THEN SO IM ADDING 2020 NOTES TO IT IN BOLD LETTERS


Jesy's POV

"Oh no..." Perrie said, coming out of her room. I turned and looked at her. "What's wrong?" I asked. "I accidentally dropped my phone from the top of the bunk bed!" Perrie explained. She was staring at her phone with a worried look on her face. 

"It's not turning on!" she panicked. Aww. She's so cute when she's worried. I got up from the couch and went over to her. I don't know what I did, but I did something to the phone and it turned on.

"Yay! Thank you Jes!" Perrie thanked in a little girl voice and hugged me. The hugs. Perrie's hugs. I loved her hugs. I swear, I could hug this girl forever.

I wouldn't only hug her because she's good at it. Also because I have a teeny little bit of a girl crush on her. But I'm pretty sure I'm straight. Straight people can have crushes on their own gender all the time. As long as they're not in love. 

Perrie let go of me and I felt my body go all cold. "Perrie..." I whined. She smiled. "My hugs never last long," she told me. 

 She flopped on the couch and started texting someone. "Who are you texting?" I asked her. She smiled. "Lucas," she replied.

I sighed. It's not that I didn't like him. I just don't like it that he's dating Perrie. I want to be the one to kiss her and hug her all the time.

I sat on the couch next to Perrie. She laughed at her phone screen.

"I'm pretty sure he's not that funny," I said to Perrie. She shrugged and smiled. "He's hilarious to me," she replied. Ugh. I stayed there, watching Perrie text quietly. 

Her face was so perfect like, where does she get all that perfection from? I stared at her for a while. She continued text and bite her lip to stop herself from smiling.

The way she just bit her lip made me jump inside of myself because it was so hot and adorable at the same time. what the fuck

Finally, she turned to me. "What are you looking at?" she asked me. "Nothing," I replied and shrugged. "You are so hot," I whispered under my breath without knowing. ok 

When I realized, I looked at Perrie. 

She was still texting. Good. There has been other times when I've said something about her that I shouldn't have said. She was so close to hearing me. 

I rested my head on Perrie's shoulder. She didn't mind as usual. Her eyes were still on the phone screen as I turned my head slowly and looked at her lips. So kissable. She turned towards me until we were a tiny gap apart.

"Jesy... why so close?" Perrie asked me. I quickly realied how close I was to her and backed off. "Sorry," I apologized nervously. She smiled and and put her phone away.

I swear, I'm going crazy with this girl. She's probably caught me staring at her lips so many times before. I can't help it. girl u into her lips not her

"Sorry if my texting is bothering you," Perrie said and smiled sweetly. That smile. So beautiful. "No, it's fine..." I breathed. Then I found my eyes staring at her lips again.

Perrie shuffled her spot on the couch nervously when she saw me staring. Once again, I realized and I snapped my head up. 

 "Um, I uh, I have to go..." I said and smiled. Perrie nodded. "Sure," she replied and smiled back. I felt myself blush. I quickly turned away so she wouldn't see.

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