As True Love Lives On: Newt X Reader (Sequal!!!)

Chapter 3

You were sitting  on your rock once again, but you were curled up in a ball. You haven't visited Storm today, you asked Harriet to do so because you didn't feel good.

You looked back and everyone was feasting on Frypan's food. You look back towards shore.

After a few minutes, you hear  someone climb up to you. You turn around. It was Gally. "Hey." he said. You say nothing and turn back around. He takes a seat next to you. "It's cool up here." said Gally. "here." he handed you a jar. "Have a drink and you'll feel better." 
It was Gally's secret recipe that you haven't had in a looong time. Gally got up and  turned away. "Gally." you say. Gally turned back. "Does it ever?" 

Gally sighed. "It will, kid. It will." then he left. You turned back and stared off. You lifted the jar into your mouth and gulped it all down. You threw the jar into the open ocean.

Then you took out an old friend. The knife. You rolled your sleeve up and made a small cut on your wrist and dripped the blood over the ocean. Before heading back down you made sure to wrap it up and cover your sleeve. 

When you head back down you do something you haven't done in a while. You went to the stone-hedge and looked at Newt's name. You sat down and stared at it for hours.

The next day you tried to avoid everyone and everything. You spent all your hours in a tree in the forest without meals. Once it was an hour after sundown, you take a lantern and head back. 

But, once again when you return to your tent, everyone you new was waiting for you. "No." you shake your head. "I'm not going to be given another therapy session. I'm fine. Leave me alone."  you turn back around and sprint back to the woods before anyone had the chance to catch you. "I swear, we need someone to stand behind her when she gets here." Minho commented. 

You got to the same tree and sat on a branch. You couldn't take it anymore. This was a worse feeling than before. You took out your knife...lifted your shirt up...then stabbed your stomach once more. But, you didn't slice across. You went in. Deep, deep deep.

You screamed in pain and fell out the tree. You saw your whole life flash before your eyes. Seeing your life made you realize how far you've gotten, but the chance of a real life you haven't gotten far on. You realized too late  you should've given your life another chance. 

You then attempt to walk back to the tents. But you collapsed when you barely made it out of the forest. "Help!" you yell. "PLEASE! I"M SORRY! PLEASE HELP ME!"

Gally was the first one to get to you. "Vince! HELP!" Gally screamed. "I'm sorry, Gally." you say between hiccuped breaths. "No, no,no, Y/N. I'm sorry. I should've been with you." Gally said. Tears actually formed in his eyes. "Gally, don't cry." you say right before you coughed blood. 

Vince came along with everyone else. "Shit. How bad is she?" Vince asked panicked. "She's really bad." Gally sobbed. "Gally, she lost a lot of blood. She doesn't have much time left."
"NO!" everyone yelled. "At.Least.I'll.Be.With.Him." you say between shallow breaths. "Smile.For.Me.Guys.I.See.Him."
Then a shining bright light took over you.

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You wake up screaming. "LOVE, LOVE!" came a british accent. You were a mess. You were sweating, crying, and out of breath. "I...I..." you say. "Love, tell me. What have you been dreaming about?" Newt asked. "Newt, I haven't been completely honest with you..."

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Once you finished telling him, he seemed worried. "I'm here love. Remember, you saved me. You should see a doctor."
You nodded and got ready for an appointment with Dr.Pillsbury.

She tended the medical tent. She had red hair and seemed like an OCD freak. "Well, Y/N. By what you tell me, you have night terrors. It's normal for people who have been traumatized. There's medications you can take that will slow your dream cycle or give you no dreams at all. Take one per night and you should be fine."

She handed you a bottle of pills. "I sure hope this works." you say nervously as Newt caressed your shoulder.

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A/N: Another update! WHOO!

But, that's the last one today, Greenies.
Hopefully I'll be back with another update tomorrow. 
(Sorry it was short and depressing...)

LOVE YOU GUYS!
~Mer-Bear ;)