I'm Sorry If This Is How You've Felt Too

Rowan O.

I rush to answer the phone in hope's it's you.
Sitting up late waiting on a call that may never come.
Waiting on you to just give me the time of day.

The love we once had was real,
Don't tell me you didnt feel the thrill.
The thrill of feeling something new,
The thrill of having someone love you for you.
But, the thrill changed into an addiction.
Leaving me hooked to your presence, hooked to your love, hooked to all of you.

I planned my life with you, we talked about kids and marriage. Being a family.
How did all of that come to an end so quick?
Don't leave me in the dark,
Dont treat me like I meant nothing when we were once each others everything.
That part of our lives shouldn't just fade away and be forgotten.

I can't leave it in the past. I want you in my future.
I love you. You are the love of my life.
I will always be yours even if you might not always be mine.