Prologue/Chapter 1

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⚠️ WARNING ⚠️
There is mature content, addiction, drugs, suicide, and self harm in this book so if any of those things cause a trigger please proceed with caution. Oh and when I say drugs I mean it gets deep into drugs.

This is not your average cliche book, even if it starts out like it 😂
Life is not all sunshine and rainbows and this book shows that, there will be some very hard parts to get through. Some readers don't make it all the way through once it gets to that point. This is the only warning you'll get🖤 Let me know if you make it to the end. If you can't continue reading just don't comment because I'll delete it since I warned you beforehand😬

 If you can't continue reading just don't comment because I'll delete it since I warned you beforehand😬

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Prologue

Life goes on and people do as well but tragic things forever remain in your mind, permanently imprinted like a tattoo that can't be removed. All we can do is move on. The thought echos in my brain, bouncing around like a latex ball, but I can't grasp it. I reach out for the brightly painted sphere but my palm never grips it. My fingers graze the smooth surface once in a while taunting me, teasing me. That's what tells me this will never go away, ever, but if these little white pills can numb me through it. Then so be it.

Fan art a reader made for me😍🖤

Fan art a reader made for me😍🖤

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Chapter One

Ryan
(Ryan is a girl)
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I've had exactly two large coffee's and a red bull thanks to a random bout of insomnia last night. I feel like the energizer bunny practically vibrating through campus. Did I pack everything? Will I like my roommate? What if my roommate doesn't like me? Oh no, what if no one likes me? Will this be high school all over again where I end up eating lunch in the bathroom to avoid everyone? I can feel my chest convulse at an alarming rate before a large palm lands on my shoulder.

"Ry calm down, everything is going to be okay. Kappa is right around the corner so if you need anything I'll be here in just a few seconds." A soothing male voice reaches my ears.

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