🌹dear jaemin🌹

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dear jaemin,

i'm not supposed to like you. you're supposed to be just my brother's friend. or the boy next door. but i can't help my feelings for you. i've learned from my past feelings, and it's not a pretty feeling. it's like drowning; holding your breath that you didn't even know you were holding. unable to do anything else but watch as your heart pounds out of your chest. my thoughts would always drift to you. i know i can't control who i fall for. but i can decide to act on those feelings. and i've decided to let it go. i can't keep liking you secretly. and i can never show you my feelings. and i guess i'll never know if you ever felt the same way about me.

i'm sorry i'm too scared to show you my true self.

sincerely,
kim hyejin

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