"But why? All I am trying to do is help you here, baby." I tell my girlfriend while she is sitting on the bed looking supremely annoyed.
"I don't need your help. Also, don't call me that." she retorts and makes a face. I can't help but chuckle.
"Come on, babe, all I am asking you to do is keep an open mind, that's it. For all you know, you might start liking it!" I rub her thighs and look right into her eyes and smile at her.
"Steve, I know I won't like to be a baby. I cannot even imagine.. doing all this, being all this.. " She waves her hand at the laptop, with multiple Ddlg sites opened on it right now.
"Listen, you have tried so many other things and nothing seems to work. What's the harm in trying this too? We will not have to continue with it if you really absolutely hate it.. "
"after a month of trying.. "
She let's out a frustrated cry.
"Come on Mila, don't be like that. It's not like I am gonna torture you or something. You need to be pampered and cared for. That's all I am gonna do." My hands are on her thigh and I bend forward to kiss her.
"Pamper me like this! Like how I am right now!"
"You won't let me. The adult in you resists, you know that, don't you? You never stop to listen. You are so used to taking your own decisions that it's difficult for you to let go and trust someone enough to do it for you."
"What if I hate it?" She looks like she is about to cry.
"If you really, truly, absolutely hate it after trying it for a month, we will stop, I swear. No questions asked. For that, however, you will need to let me handle this the way I want for at least thirty days."
"I'm scared .." She looks at her hands and plays with her fingers.
"That's understandable.. but you trust me, right Mills? You know I want what's best for you and that I am never gonna hurt you?" I hold her hands into mine and squeeze it gently.
"Oh, but you will spank me." She looks at the laptop with the pictures of various ageplay babies being spanked for their indiscretions.
"That goes with the territory. You will see. You don't be naughty and you won't be punished. Be a good girl for me, and you will get rewards too."
"Yeah, like sweets and late bedtimes and toys! All of which I can get for myself right now without being good!" She tells me and rolls her eyes.
"Yea, and that is why you don't appreciate it enough. But if you let me take care of you, which God knows you need to right now, you will value and appreciate all the little things, all the little joys of life."
She is quiet and considering my proposal.
I let her be. I kiss her forehead and then go outside, giving her the space she needs right now.
I have told her and shown her everything I wanted to. Now it's on her. I won't force her if she is not convinced already. Mila knows my love for her is not going to change ever, regardless of her answer.
I grab a beer and switch on the TV and watch the news.
Fifteen minutes later I see a pouty little miss come and stand in front of the TV.
"You know you are making me do this and I don't want to?"
"Come here.. " I smile and open my arms for her.
She comes in and straddles me. I kiss her.
"I'll do it.. " She says hugging me tight.
"Thank you, Mila." I say and kiss her.