Chapter 19- I Haven't Seen You in a While

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19. I hate that Josh and I hadn't talked because I loved Zayn.

I feel asleep on the buses again. I was so tired. I didn't have time to properly sleep in months. Especially in the last month. So much drama just disappeared.

We arrived at the hotel and I was half awake so zayn carried me. As we went into the lobby I could hear the boys laughing at me and Zayn. Not mean but funny jokingly.

"So I'm guessing you two are getting your own room?" Niall laughed.

"Why of course." Zayn said back I could hear him smile. I never really got to listen to their 'boy' conversations.

"Zayn we all know what you two do in your room. As if the screams weren't loud enough." Harry joked.

"Let's everyone know she's mine. Sorry if she's loud."

"Loud? Loud! She's loud? Mate you're both so loud! She must be good...." said Louis causing Liam to laugh.

"You're glad she's sleeping right now or she'd murder you." Zayn mockingly scolded. For some reason I didn't mind they bringing up me and Zayn's sex life. It just wasn't awkward or weird. Like it showed them that he was mine.

"Well good night guys!" Liam, Niall, Harry, and Louis chorused.

"Come on baby, I'll take you up to bed." whispering in my ear. He carried my into the elevator and he stepped out and went to our room.

 He laid my down in the bed even though I was fully clothed. I got up to to put some pjs on and Zayn saw me get up.

"Babe, I'm so sorry did I wake you?" he said in whisper.

"No, I just realized I still had jeans and stuff on." He laughed at this and I started to look for pjs. 

"Where's my stuff?" I asked. 

"Hmmm, I don't see it..." he said. 

"Oh my god."


"The airport probably lost it and that's why its not here."

"I think you're right. But it's late we can call tomorrow okay babe? Just borrow  one of my t-shirts."

He thought for a second and removed his own t-shirt and tossed it to me. I took of my jeans and tanktop and put his shirt on. I crawled into bed and he came behind me and wrapped his arms around me. I feel asleep with the scent of his t-shirt and his long arms around me.

We woke up and had to rush to get ready since the concert was that night and there was an after party for finishing up the tour. I started to panic as I still had no clothes. I can't wear what I wore yesterday.


"Hmmmm, you look so beautiful."

"Not now."

"Why not?"

"We have to get going!" I started to complain and he came over and crushed his lips to mine.

"Please" he was begging. He started kissing my kneck and it sent me over the edge and I hoped up into his arms. He pulled me back onto the bed and we quickly did it. I tried to control my volume as the other boys said I was loud. But I couldn't and I started screaming Zayn's name over and over.

"Say my name louder baby. Let them know what I do to you." he whispered in my ear. I screamed his name as loud as I could and with that we reached our highs and finished.

"I hate you." I glared over at him.

"Now what did you want to ask me?" he said innocently.

"Ugh! I don't have clothes!" I complained.

"Just wear mine then." he said smiling.


"Pick what you want. I'm going to eat."

I put on my jean on from last night, they were clean enough. I found one of his tank-tops and tied it back to the side so my belly-button showed a bit. Good enough for now.

"You can't dress like that." Zayn said coming around my back and holding me.

"Why not?"

"Too sexy. I can't concentrate." he kissed my neck again.

"Let's go Malik." I said. I still had a job to uphold. "We need to leave this room in 15 minutes! Chop chop!!!"

We hurried out of the room and into the lobby. I forgot to brush my hair so I had sex hair. Zayn said he liked it. It wasn't awful but I would fix it later.

Everyone in the lobby was waiting for us like usual and the boys smirked at us. 

"Loud aren't we?" Harry laughed.

"I was hoping you could hear." I winked back. He rolled his eyes.

"How does it at 7 am?" Louis questioned with a laugh.

"Stuff happens." Zayn shrugged his shoulders.

"We got calls from the lobby saying people were getting annoyed." Liam informed us and I blushed and said oops.

So we headed off the concert and went through the usual routine except when we went through the back door some fans held up signs that said: "We heart Zondon!" "Zondon shipper for life!" I laughed and Zayn did too. 

So the concert was under way and went through fabulous and it was the biggest crowd yet. The boys gave long thank yous at the end. All the boys thanked me and I even got an air kiss from Zayn.

Right after the concert we headed to the after party and we rented out some club and a ton of people were coming. I was feeling a bit sick and tired to party so I just drank some water and sat in the corner. Zayn stayed with me most of the time but left to go with the boys a bit.

Then the person I least expected to see came up to my table.

"Can I sit here?" 

"Sure thing." I smiled back.


"No problem."

"So I was wondering if we could talk?"

"Of course." I agreed.

And then he nodded his head. It seemed like me and Josh were finally going to work things out.

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