ok so this is my first story wish me luck! :)  the song that helped me wirte is on the right 

          Chapter 1: Hold Your Breath 

                                    Jay POV

                  Valentine's Day is a few months away and yes i was counting the days only because I still haven't asked Nathan to be my valentine! This sucks how am i going to ask him, will he'll say yes, does he thinks i like him. Gosh I hate this!!!  Oh god he's coming keep calm Jay, just keep calm, oh my heart won't stop pounding make it stop! Make it stop!!!!!!!!!! 

        N:"Hey Jaybird!" oh my he's talking to me! Me! Say something Jay! Say something!!!! 

      N:"Jay, hello Earth to Jay"  SAY SOMETHING!!! 

J:"Oh! Hey Nath! So are you exicted for Valentine's Day cause I am!" nice one Jay! Nice one. Oh gosh why did i say that really! 

N:"Looks like someone is counting the days so who's the girl"  Shit i shouldn't have asked this question

J:"I don't know but i know she'll be pefecrt for me" 

N:"Oh looks like Jaybird's gonna find his perfect girl this year" 

"Yeah" 

"Hey Jay i have to go bye" 

"Okay bye" he left i don't know why but i hate it everytime he leaves 

                                  Nathan POV 

                 I really want to know who's Jay's 'perfect' girl is. MAybe he's dating someone who we haven't met yet but why would Jay hide a girlfriend from us, i love Jay no matter who he date's.I got my ipod on and put it on shuffle (A/N: the song on shuffle is I'll Hold My Breath by Ellie Gouldining here's the lyrics)

Breathe air you're not used to, tread floors you don't fall through

Make waves...

You crash a symbol hard

Follow no one, always play the wrong card

Waste days, in foreign places

Shed light, on your better side

Reassure me that you'll wait for me, wait for me as long as it takes now

Hold my breath, I'll hold my breath

Until you see me in your dreams

We'll stay awake beneath the trees

We'll watch the buildings turn to dust

A sky of diamonds just for us

You are the risk I'll always take

The only branch I'll never break

Those fears we'll blow them all way (we'll blow them all away)

Fight fires in your best clothes,

Touch skin with your eyes closed,

Chase thunder...

With the volume down

Pack a suitcase, wander to the next town

Force quit, on your losing streak

Solve a riddle in a magazine, be tongue in cheek

Tell me that we're still too young,

that we're still too young and I'll hold my tongue

Until you see me in your dreams

We'll stay awake beneath the trees

We'll watch the buildings turn to dust

A sky of diamonds just for us

You are the risk I'll always take

The only branch I'll never break

Those fears we'll blow them all way (we'll blow them all away)

I'm here, I'm here to take you

I'll swim, I'll swim to save you

No fall, I'm here to catch you

I'll swim, I'll swim to save...

Until you see me in your dreams

We'll stay awake beneath the trees

We'll watch the buildings turn to dust

A sky of diamonds just for us

You are the risk I'll always take

The only branch I'll never break

Those fears we'll blow them all way (we'll blow them all away)

        Some how this song reminds me of jay. Like everything his eyes his curls, the way he laughs. Damn it! I need to stop thinkking about Jay he might have a girlfriend.

A/N: So what do you think, no hate please comment if you liked it i think i might post one every day if i don't sorry PS sorry if it was short other wise enjoy :)

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